I would say the final FYP presentation didn't went smoothly and what I feel is I and my team were not fully prepared during the presentation and we were like loss of words and stuck with words when questions of codings were thrown to us. Very disappointed as a whole for myself as all the months effort of staying back and trying to do the codes failed terribly for me. Though I take out time & effort to stay back and attempted to do my work, I was hesitating to give an answer when the assessors pose a question to me. I was on the verge of dying when I honestly said that my leader actually helped me for my codes. I knew that reflected very very badly on my grades should I say that. Even if I tried to cover up that I did the work, I was very afraid that they will pose questions that I could not answer. Overall, I didnt expect this outcome for many series of unfortunate events happened before presentation.

First of all, we failed to download notepad ++ on the sch loan laptop and we tried several times but to no avail, there are error messages prompting us which really make me super frustrated and helpless. Secondly, the laptop is functioning at a super low speed which make us even more irritated. All 4 laptops cant be projected, tell me is that fate or are we unprepared for circumstances?

Through this fyp, I really learnt alot. Through differences, conflicts and disagreements. Its never resolved till the end of the fyp and I walked out in sadness and disappointment.

Enough of sad issues , I got over it within a day. Even it were to be the past me, I dont think I can get over it so soon perhaps I will take a week to really get over this whole episode.

I need a pass for now. Thats how desperate I am

Welcome to 2010! :))
I would not say 2009 had been a very fantastic year for me but at least 3/4 of my resolutions were fulfilled. Am proud for myself and at least I know I've been rather productive. Rewinding back on 2009, I went through many obstacles but its worth learning through setbacks and people's true colors. I learn how to deal with my own problems and try to solve it without avoiding the problem.
Life is never beautiful when you learn how to fall and pick yourself up again.

Back to 2010.
There are a number of resolutions that I will try to achieve it.
1.Getting a good GPA at the end of e last sem! (1 n a half mths before i graduate)*beaming with joys*
2.Getting a job with a acceptable pay(gonna work my ass to pay my sch fees)
3. Getting a place in SIM.(very determined to get my degree, dont want to start yaking in future why i didnt choose to take a degree when i reach a certain age) will get it done asap and by 24 yrs old im a degree holder!HOHO
4.Keeping myself fit with regular excerise!
5. Becoming a better person and of course i want to be all-rounded(i know its so impossible)
6.World peace and happiness for my family & friends
7. Holiday trip! (yessss, bangkok trip is confirmed for next mth)eat & shop till i drop!
8.Make new good friends. HAHHAHA. (kinda hard cos i normally cope up at home cause im either too lazy to attend gatherings or i just dont feel like gg out)


Time flies. A year passed and I will be a year older. 21 yrs old?! Totally cant imagine. No big birthday celebration in mind perhaps just a quiet dinner with family. Being 21 yrs old is another milestone in my life and is a whole new level of responsibility. Gonna slog hard for the rest of my life to achieve all the luxuries in life! =) Good food, clothes, bags and holiday!

Enough say, school commencing soon and fyp and uts are around the corner. Back to mugging again. I know mugging now is nothing compared when I will be accepted to SIM, the mugging will be like X 2. One and a half mth will be over soon and I wants to see good results for this last semester! Overall, satisified with my UT 1 grades except for one. Oh well, I will continue to work hard! :)


Till then,
xoxo

Its coming to the end of the year. I'm glad that it had been a really awesome year with all my goals and achievement being fulified.
Firstly, i finally got my class 3A driving license! Its like a dream come true and I really cant expressed how i felt when i saw that piece of paper. Moments of joy and I know all my friends & family were very happy for me. Thanks ppl (:
Secondly, I've put in lots of effort and time in my tests and fyp and I really see e results that i've put in. A slight improvement in my GPA. Something to be happy about. ((:
Thirdly, I've been working out more regularly than before! Like a weekly routine? Either its jogging or swimming but I prefer swimming more!
Next, went to two holiday trip within a year which are mainly korea and KL!
A splendid and enjoyable trip to Korea (: First time experiencing the summer weather and wearing winter clothes. Definitely a very nice country with beautiful scenery.

Time flies. People do changed. Perhaps I've forgotten how to give my care & concern to someone.Perhaps,I've forgotten how to speak in a tone that I normally speak to you. But everything changes since the day you choose to make this decision.
Ive changed to a person who cant be bothered about you for e slightest reason and you indeed make me a much stronger person.

I was reading something very meanginful on the magazine. So let me share with u guys :)

"Being happy is ultimately about working a little harder. While we may think happiness ought to be the most natural thing in the world, it's not an easy state to achieve. "

"If we observe genuinely happy people, we find that they do not just sit around".They make things happen. They pursue new happenings, seek new achievements, and control their thoughts and feelings"

The true happiness guide.
1.Express gratitude
2.Nurture social r/s
3.Develop resilience
4.Stop comparing
there's always be someone prettier,smartier and stronger. Start appreciating yourself for who you are instead :) Everyone has their own unique individual character :) So please love yourself and love who you are :)
5. Be charitable.


After reading this whole article, I finally knew why am I so happy throughout this whole year :) its not because ive this bo-chip attitude inside me but because I know how to handle situation to make myself less bothered about what others think or feels about me. On a random note, I feel much more happier being single than being tied-down. Cheers to singlehood!

X0X0

School is starting tmr and is back to 4 days sch week and monday is my off day (: Good and bad. Cause I got e weekend job! Cash running real low cause after paying for all my driving, i got to start saving to earn back all the money again. Yes, its gonna be tiring but no pain no gain. 2009 goal not achieve for now and im just one step away to get it!

5 weeks of holiday was put to good used. 2 weeks of slacking and 3 weeks of non-stop working. Turning into a workaholic. I was pretty surprised of how I was able to cope with the taxing hours of standing and finally today I've gotten a well-deserved break before I attend sch tmr with a clear mind. :D
Not exactly looking forward towards sch but its just one more semester before i graduate. A whole new challenges ahead with daily modules, UTs and FYP.
Attended the first fyp meeting with my team mates, we've foreseen its not going to be easy.

Am happy with last semester results. The best compare to year 2's results. Efforts are paid off (: I love the satisfaction when i've gotten the results seeing how much effort I've put in.

Since im having a 4 days weeks plus i got to work over e wkends, im squeezing time to excerise but im glad i did last wk despite being so busy. I guess having a proper time management its v important like planning your schedule ahead and making sure you are disciplined enough to complete it.

I want to watch my hk drama! BB.

On the verge of giving up cause its hard for me to accept. Nevertheless, I have did my best and I can only say today is not my day. Super nervous and I was not in my usual standard. Speechless but I'm waiting for one and a half month later for the day to come. I dont want to recall back what happened today cause the images keep appearing in my mind causing me to feel disheartened. I want it so badly yet its so near yet so far.
I will try again=))
Probably i'm too affected by others said, whatever it is I live for myself and I should not be too bothered by what others have to feel or said.
Thanks for all e encouragement!

Here's pictures of my KL trip with my family & celebration of grandmum's birthday.
It's all about food =D

Went down for an job interview today. Hopefully I can get e job and work part-time weekends! :)