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Friday, April 29, 2005, 5:52 PM
Exam time-table~yOHooooO

6/5/05-English Language P1
Mother Tongue Language P1

9/5/05-Social Studies
English Language P2

10/5/05-History
-Chemistry

11/5/05-Mathematics Paper1
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12/5/05-Physics
-Mother Tongue Language P2

13/5/05-Principles of Accounts

Wish me good luck.




5:21 PM
Examssss

I got back my 2 physics test today.One is 6 and a half/25 and another is 8/25.I was utterly disappointed with this results.It is way below my expectations!Simply because I was sick the other time,therefore,I totally got no engery to study.This time round,I was going out for 2 full days.I managed to finish all my homework but I have got no time to revise for my test.Well,no matter how hard I work,I just could not be the top few in class.I feel very pressurized by my peers who achieve better results than me.I keep telling myself I must do better for every test but I fail to do so.I want the best out of everything.I will feel very depressed when I fail my test or something or even if I passed that particular test with a average mark I will feel the same too.I just feel very very very PRESURRIZE when my peers ask me about my marks as if like they want to challenge with me and etc.And they will give negative comment like so and so(normally a lousy student) is better than you and etc.I feel like I am going mad sometimes.And you can ask my friends around,i NEVER ask anyone their marks either good or bad unless they ask me.Even if i score quite a high marks,I will never ask them.I am not trying to be anti-social or something but I feel like it is better not to know it.I really really want to do well!!Can anyone enlighten me??I am really very stress out with my peers beside me.I still love the times during sec 1,when I conquered all of them.Now is the other way round.I sometimes feel very hurt by their remarks.I hoped this mid-year I could score exceptionally well and at least 2 or 3 A1.I really really hoped for.Ya.I am dying to get my A1.Well,I wont overstress myself.I make sure I have got ample rest.I still have lots of dream and goal to accomplish.After my mid-year exam.I am going to plan my time and make sure that I have enough time to do everything.
N-level goal
1.Improve of my chinese,english and physics*..thats for sure!
Future
1.Get 3-5 points for nlevel-get into the first Sec5Na class!
2.Get into a business course,JC was never my dream but IF can get then that is good.
3.Get into a prestigous university.
Right now,I truly understand why parents always emphasise the need to study and etc.I last time used to loathe studying.Sometimes I study for the sake of studying.Well,I dont want to be tie-down by the burden of having a bf.I think is purely a waste of time.I rather do something more meaningful.I hoped I can pass through every obstacles for this year and next year.Hopefully this passage way is what I wanted all this while.I want to live life to the fullest.




5:07 PM
23 April-BBQ outing(Last weekend-Saturday)

Well,that was a wonderful day.Angie,Yilong,Sandy & her bf tent at the sembawang park the night before and I think they really enjoyed themselves.I meet them on that morning around 8am.I was damn tired but i managed to pull myself to wake up.Later,we took a bus to a nearby coffee shop to have our breakfast.After that,we went to buy food for those guys.So we settle down and rest at the beach.We chatted alot on the way.Afternoon was a tedious day,having to walk a few trips to tekong because of some reasons.All of us were very irritated by the guys.Nonetheless,we all went to the Giant in sebawang shopping centre to buy those bbq stuff.We went back to the park just in time to start the bbq.And Angie,Sandy and I have offically set up a club called "Obasa"(dont know how to spell).Sandy is the chief of the group.Angie is the 2nd Obasa.While I am the 3rd.Sounds crazy right?But nevermind.All of us like the name of these club.We have a great time there,joking,laughing,grinning non-stop and eating.We even bluff those guys that those chicken that we bought was infact we cooked it.And they even believed us!So hilarious.Well,there was also some conflict and misunderstaning between the girls and the guys but well I dont bother about it.Anyway we took quite a number of pictures during this trip.Maybe I will upload it in friendster.Subsquently,I am going to register a friendster account for our "Obasa" club.Perhaps only.




2:55 PM

Will update a very very long entry after my nap!Cya.Compile of what i do this whole week.




Wednesday, April 20, 2005, 5:19 PM

Today is my school annual sports day.The cheer competition by the upper sec was great.As usual we have our march past and etc.The most spectucular performance is the 4x400m 'B' boys race.My class lost to 4E by just a few seconds.That guy from 4E is really damn good.He run like a bullet-train.Well,4c despite being the smallest class in the WHOLE school,they were the Upper sec champion!!Isn't that amazing?I think those classes including my class should really feel ashamed of ourselves.But anyway,I know my class have done their very best and the sad thing is this year I never contribute anything to my class because of SYF commitments.Ya. I swear that next year i will defintely participate in at least 2 events.This friday,going to sebawang park to tent with sandy,angie and yilong.Wonder whether my parents will let me overnight outside anot.On the other hand,I am still very worried for my mid-year.I thought I am going to use this whole weekend to start on my revision.Now it seems like I have got no time for it.

Well..well..well..if anyone came across my blog.Just remember to watch 'Beautiful Illusions' at channel 8 at 9pm.Got my favourite idol 'Thomas ong' acting as Fann Wong's love interest.HAHA.Nice pairing




Wednesday, April 13, 2005, 2:34 PM

Yesterday receive this wonderful piece of news that I am proudly declaring that WDL sec chinese dance got a GOLD with honour in SYF!!I was damn elated upon hearing this news!Really damn damn happy!We not only get gold but we score almost perfect marks!Words cant describe my feelings yesterday.I just feel that all my effort have been finally paid off as well as for my dance mates.I will never forget this wonderful moment yesterday,it will be keep in memory forever.Yesteday after my competition,went to see some of the school performance.Some performance was really excellent.At the same time,I and my friends were ogling at some potential 'handsome' guys.hahahah..actually I and sandy spotted 1 guy.Kinda of cute.We both always have the same taste.LOL..angie taste was BAD.sorry to mention it.HAHA.She found another guy handsome while I dont find that.Well,nvm.Different people have different taste.Some of the dance performance was hilarious,I cant stop laughing,partly because of their actions.Anyway,I have really great time with all my friends there.Hopefully chinese dance can forever maintain their good reputation!


CHINESE DANCE ROCKssss**




Friday, April 08, 2005, 8:56 PM

wEee~~~3 more days to SYF..




Sunday, April 03, 2005, 4:17 PM

I am just dread tired of living in this world.Going to school everyday.Doing the same thing.Cant i just relax myself?Well,dont know what makes me feel so agitated to say all this.Next week, I will staying back in school everyday for intensive training.The next week after will be my SYF competition.I was damn elated yesterday when my instructor told my back row that we have improve greatly.I hoped that after all the hardwork and sweat,we will defintely put in our best to achieve the gold that we have been longing to get.I was watching the Palm of RuLai yesterday.The character "Jiabao'(cant remember his name)really caught my attention!He is charming ok.No joking.From side view,abit look like toro.*OMG*I was charm by his looks.HAha.Intially, I was quite shocked about the story because I have not watch that show for quite a long time.I though Xuehua was deeply in love with duanfei (they are an item)but to my amazement she actually fell for jiabao. I remember the first few espiode I watch,she actually have a love at first sight for duanfei.She took great pains just to be with him.They separated for a short period of time because duanfei went to look for her younger sister who is disfigured.I thought their love for each other will be stronger than ever.But after duanfei came back to the village,she actually have no feelings for him at all and even find him stupid and irritating.Her feelings have totally fade away for him.From this show,i realise that love can actually make a couple love each other deeply and end it so suddenly just because 1 party have no feelings anymore.I feel quite sad for duanfei and feel sympathy for him.I realise that sometimes you actually thought that you have find your 'better half'(so called true love) but after been so long with each other,you will actually grow sick to be with him.I really fear that one day my love life will happened like in this story.




Friday, April 01, 2005, 9:28 PM




9:03 PM

Feel like deleting my blog.




8:44 PM

Happy april fool day!!