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Friday, June 29, 2007, 12:22 PM

Feeling so lethargic.My body needs plenty of rest right now.I cant seem to wake up early in e morning despite sleeping 8 hrs the night before.Down with fever and cough since two days ago and still feel kinda weak today.Even trying to make myself look good by putting make-up almost every single day does not seem to interest me anymore.Now I only put on make-up when I feel like it or when I've e time to do so. These few days almost getting late does not give me e time to put on light make-up.All the UTs grade are up.I must say is really unsatisfactory.Obtaining 2cs,2Ds and F and my daily grade are getting at most a B or C.Juggling with school workload to a new working environment are adding to my stress level.I find myself working for the sake of working because I dont even need the money to get pass my day.Sometimes when you thought that your help is needed but it turn out to be you're been feel like a burden and not being appreciated.


I'm so annoyed by someone in my class.


Feeling weaker & weaker each day.





Wednesday, June 20, 2007, 10:57 AM

Once again I'm a happy woman.
Damn it.
Rashes forming at e side of my mouth
I look ugly with my specs on
=(




Friday, June 15, 2007, 7:07 PM

I'm sick.
Down with cough,sore throat and flu.
But I'm feeling much more better after taking my medicine.
Slept from 2.3opm till 6pm
It's been so long since I have a nice long beauty sleep.

I want to start exercising!
I can see fats around my tummy.
OKOK.I know I've repeat this umpteen of times that I'm FAT.
But I cant help it.
Cause yesterday when I wore my jeans,it fitted my waist nicely but you can see those fats bumping out!OMG!I hate it.
Alright..I just want a slim tummy!
(Marilyn..just stop complaining and start on yr exercising workout asap!)

On a random note,school is reopening in 2 days time.But I'm not even looking forward to it.Next semester break will be on 24 august.GOODBYE HOLIDAY!=(




Wednesday, June 13, 2007, 10:31 PM




















10:06 PM

Back from KL!
The feeling is so good to be back in your own country.
6 days 5 night past relatively fast.
Basically just eat,sleep,shop and play.
Gosh..I don't know why am I coughing non-stop out of a sudden.
Pray hard that I don't fall sick.
I look so ugly with pimples outbreak on my face.
The food were simply so tasty and how could I resist the temptation not to eat?
I presume those oily foods contribute to the condition on my face.
Wonder how am I going to get rid all the fats that are accumalating on my tummy!
Damn it..I got no time to excerise and I don't have a IG to encourage me to excerise.
So pple,can you tell me what IG/cca to join?
Running/swimming/badminton and dancing are all my favourite past time.
But I seem to lost touch with these sports for so long.
A former chinese dancer whom once so enthusiastic about trainings and competitions yet nothing seem to keep me motivated now.




































Banana walnut.My fav!



















Blueberry.My sis fav=)




Thursday, June 07, 2007, 1:19 PM

Please stop acting like a childish kid as if you really understand me that well.
Well...
In life,there are people who are just plain jealous of you.
They will say this "particular person" is materialistic.
She want a guy who drives a car and must be rich.
They simply just want to spoilt your reputation so that they can gain something in return
Holy shit.
Damn it.
I wont even care how you think,feel and look at me.
Cos in e first place,I live for myself and I don't need anyone to tell me what to do.
I won't let you affect my life in any way.

Sigh.I hope my fringe grow longer cos it's freaking short which make me look like noob!I still think I look good in long fringe.Gradually I'm beginning to accept my new look.Alot of peeps say I look great in my new hair colour.You know it definitely brightens up my day and I will be smiling secretly to myself.*grin*I love to hear praises from people.

Gosh..Haven't pack my untidy room and my mum is nagging at me to do so.Ok.I am plain lazy alright.Got no time to exercise,hardly I will be at home(probably you'll see me in the night) and basically just doing the things that I want to do.

I just want to blog about lots of stuff but I cant seem to remember what I want to say.

Just have a very random talk with my mum.I was telling her I might be applying for SIA probably after finish studying.Well...yeah..I might not have the criteria but no harm trying right?Attractive pay,get to travel around the world and meet lots of rich people..Ohh..isnt that every girls dream?




Sunday, June 03, 2007, 12:41 AM

Anyway receive a piece of news that I will be transfered to Junction 8.Well,I've already forseen that I will not be ngee ann city for long.Most importantly,I miss all my colleagues especially those whom I have always been so close with.I feel sad upon hearing this news cause the news came so sudden.I bet some of them will miss my laughters,silly jokes and my presence!whahaa..Just hope that after braun fair,I will be able to come back to ngee ann cause this is the best outlet I have been so far.
This is the place where......
I pick up the most product knowledge from my seniors.
I know so many good colleagues.
I meet the best full-timer.
I always seem so lively and happy to work.

Junction 8 is a whole new environment.Well,I hope I can adapt well.If there's a chance,i sincerely hope to help in the midnight sales in taka during dec!Gosh...there is still a long way yet I am thinking so far.

I dye my hair red and I got lots of negative and positive comments from my colleagues today.Some mention that I still look good in my black hair as I look sweety and decent.While others say I look great.Well,I still miss my black hair but e whole new look is just something that I want cos I'm pretty sick of my hairstyle.




Friday, June 01, 2007, 1:50 AM

I am really tired.
After so long, you're still the one i care the most.




12:37 AM

I am feeling emo today.
My dad bought a 40 inches Samsung LCD tv.Yippie!Finally we've a proper tv to watch.Have been anticipating for such a long time.

You may think that i dont like you anymore.
But deep inside my heart,do you know how I feel?
The telephone call was unexpected.
I hate to see you.


I'm skipping school tomorrow.2 weeks of holiday will finish in a blink of eye.