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Sunday, January 29, 2006, 5:08 PM

Happy chinese new year to everyone!Up to date I have collected 3 angbao from my dad,mum and grandmum.Every chinese new year,I will be cope up at home while others are busy collecting angbao.Luckilythe teachers are kind enough to reduce the load of our homework.If not I will be rushing my homework by now.Hopefully can finish up my chemistry hw by today!




Saturday, January 28, 2006, 12:12 AM

The performance was a failure.*sigh*But all the fellow 5a students already put in their best.I do hoped that there are others who will vote for us.So after school,I headed to town with weiling and jialei for shopping!We went to taka first but they claimed that the clothes was expensive so we went to far east to walk around.We also secretly went up to look for yufang but she was serving a customer so did not dare to disturb her.So we left to shop around the shops.But damn unluckly.Saw that IDIOT and his gf in the shop.GROSS & digusting.Nearly freak out.YUCKS!Spolit my mood for the entirely day.(you need not know the exact reason.)But heck!Well,bought a black short.Quite like it.Didnt manage to buy any top or bottom because it doesnt suit my taste.Weiling bought the most things!So envy her and jialei cause they got allowance from their mum to buy new year clothes!Really have a great time with them cause they really make my day=)...Simply just love their lame jokes!Hahaha..




Sunday, January 15, 2006, 10:24 PM

oh,well.Love isnt as sweet as I thought..Hahaha..Just hope 2006 will be a good year for me.Guys are just a nuisance,irritating and annoying.After 2 years of singlehood,I guess my decision wasn't wrong.My perceptive on guys and love haven't change.But there are bound to be mistakes that I make.Whatever it is,I have a crush on that bastard!He fits the criteria to become a 'potential' bastard.Chinese new year is coming!I am going to enjoy myself.Secondly,I want to work very hard for my o's and stop thinking about unwanted stuff.Thirdly,I want to plan my time management!I want to have time for everything.My computer,schoolwork,televison,sleeping and etc.Ohh.~goody..this wednesday my new computer will be in used!




Sunday, January 08, 2006, 6:10 PM

Well..well..well!!I am here to update my blog cause it seems so dead.First piece of good news is I got my $250 cheque already!Thats my edusave merit bursary award.Anyway,I have spent it to buy something.First week of school was quite alright, just that I didnt really put my full attention and concentration in class.I guess I am still in my holiday mood and something is bothering me.Going up to sec 5 is defintely not easy.This is my last and final year so i just want to get good grades and go to the desire course that I want.I will work very hard on those subjects that I am very weak in.Back to my cca,went to the first training session after 2 months of break,the instructor taught alot of new steps.I got a very hard time catching up with my the dance steps.*sigh*stress starts to raise upon me.I miss my past instructor & mdm ding.They are the one who train me to become who I am today.I am seriously very grateful to them but nevertheless I will never give up on dancing.=)I want to train on my flexibilty,improve on my dance steps and etc..I hope i can achieve what I want.
Seeing my friends happily attached to the one they love,of course I am happy for them.For me,I still lack of confidence and the courage to love someone.To me,loving someone is like a torture.I cant seems to find the right direction to walk on.I cant find the pillar of my strength.I am always lost somewhere.People always say i love the thrill of being woo by someone.Well,the answer is NO!I find guys wooing me a nuisance.They dont understand or know me and they claim that they love me.Love me because of what?My looks?My character or my body?I can be that straight-forward.They say they didnt mind looks but only character.BULLSHIT ALRIGHT!Who doesnt go for looks these days?Almost 50% of the people do.Stop telling me that you are going to show me your sincerity and I will be touch by you 1 day.NO ALRIGHT!My heart is dead.

IDIOT!!

I want to go shopping!
I want a digicam!
I want a mp3!
I want a new bag!
I want to paint my nails!
I want to find the real me!the girl full of laughter and craps.
I want a happier life!
PLS grant my wish.