If you're not the one.
Profile
Photobucket

Marilyn Loh. Living life to the fullest :)

Tag

Links

Layout: vehemency
Icon: reruntherace

Archives
January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010

Saturday, August 27, 2005, 4:07 PM

Whatever 'emotional shock' I have,it doesnt affect me,it doesnt concern me.So there's nothing for me to dwell over it.Life still goes on.I believe he know what he should do.End of this story.It is offically 1 week to my SS and MT paper.I am not going to give myself too much stress.I'll just do my best in whatever ways I can.=)




Thursday, August 25, 2005, 5:28 PM

Got back some of my prelim results.Dont be so shock upon hearing it.I am just so so so disappointed as well as miserable.It's just a big big blow to me.Nonetheless,it is still very far away for my expectations.I set very high expectations for myself.I still swear to myself that I will defintely do much more better than my mid-year exam but sadly I fail to do so.I just improved abit.
Here are some of my overview results.Although it is kind of embarrassing but....*sigh*
English-56(C5)[Expected to get this grade because I isnt good in this subject]
Maths-60(b4)[Totally not the grade that I want.I make lots of careless mistake in Paper 1 but i manage to score quite well for paper 2.Expected to get A1.Will worked very hard for nlevel.**
Science-51(C6)[I flunk my physics but luckily my chemistry manage to pull my grades up](Dont expect to fail physics)
Poa-56(I was so worried about my mum that I cant sleep the whole night.It affected my performance during exam.Can either get a b3 or b4.But i hope to get A1..But I am not pushing the blame to my mum.
From my results...
I can either conclude that I didnt prepare sufficiently for my exam or my study method was wrong.Perhaps I didnt fully understand the topic well.

Overall marks(Best 3 subjects and a pass in language).....
Still not sure yet as I havent know the total marks for my humanities and chinese but I can be very sure that it is over 10 points although I passed my language.If you ask me whether I am scared,worried or frightened that I will fail my n-level.I will answer you.Yes,I am.But what can I do?The higher I expect to get good grades for that particular subject, I normally wont perform exceptionally well. The higher I expect the more easily I failed.Whatever.Is either I can promote OR proceed to ite.My future lies in this exam.Wish me good luck and all my obasan sisters& not forgetting hairless*Sigh********

He rang me up just now but what he told me,I just couldnt believe my ears.I thought he was joking but when I found out the truth I realise that this wasn't a joking matter.Even if I tell anyone,they defintely wont believe me.I dont know how am I supposed to react upon receiving this news.Tell me what should I do?After 2 years ........then i realise it.Was it too late for him to say now?I am having emotional shock at this moment....Help me....*Sigh*




Saturday, August 20, 2005, 4:35 PM

ROOSTER-"Deep And Meaningless"

I, I dont know why i miss you so much
Yeah I, I dont know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

[Chorus:]
If you call me today
Ill say that Im fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
Its just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn thats sad)

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just cant leave behind me

[Chorus (repeat)]

Nice love song~The feeling of missing someone..




4:03 PM

Finally my prelims is over!!Soooo damn relieved.Have been suffering from 'exam fatigue' for the past 2 weeks.Just pray that I can passed all the subjects with good grades!Now I must really take my time to relax before preparing for two n-level papers next month which is SS & Chinese.




Sunday, August 14, 2005, 5:09 PM

I am mentally dread!!Give me engery to cling on...




Saturday, August 13, 2005, 1:59 AM















Above picture:Shawn's childhood picture!Isnt he's cute?




Sunday, August 07, 2005, 3:22 PM

To be exact, 1 more week to prelims!Sickening.Just change my blogskin.I quite like it.Yesterday went to library with weiling and friends.Sort of like 1 big group of people.We were all finishing our last bit of our chemistry paper.We also took neoprints.About 7 people in one machine.Really kind of squeezy.(wrong spelling).
Two more months to Nlevel!
Intro some songs to you guys...
Before I start to type,I want to mention that this time Pan Wei bo's song is not bad.Quite impressed with his new album.=) Oh ya,I hope that by end of november,dragon squad will be release in theatre!

3 Doors Down-Let me go
One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go Just Let me goo...
Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know
Who I amSo let me go
Just let me go

And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know who I am
And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know me

Pan Wei Bo-Bu De Bu Ai.




2:44 PM

Below are some of the online personality test which I read in the lifestyle section today.Pretty interesting!Do take your time to try it out.(It might not be accurate)
Music personality test-http://www.outofservice.com/music-personality-test/
Personality disorder test-http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
Matching personality test-http://www.okcupid.com/oktest

After taking the test,here are my results:
http://www.outofservice.com/music-personality-test/results/?complex=2&edgy=17&fun=58&energetic=66