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Sunday, April 30, 2006, 8:09 PM

What a sunday afternoon i spent today.
Conference with my friends from 2pm-6pm.Thats indeed very long.Thought of spending my day to finish up my homework and revise for my mid-year but i failed to do so.I'm so shugged and lazy to do anything today.I can't disappoint my friends,teachers and parents who have pin high hopes on me.I knew this particular person will be very disappointed if i failed my olevels.sigh.I will work hard for mp3 player.YES!Please motivate me to study.I really need lots and lots of motivation to study.My grades is really sucks.


Yesterday night was fun.
Went lao par sar to eat.
Ordered egg oyster,lala,kangkong,satay,stingray,deep fried chicken and etc.I did not eat much cause i could not bite properly,so many food particles stucking in between my braces.

to be continue..

back to my post.
I also ate my favourite strawberry coated with chocolate on it.




Thursday, April 27, 2006, 7:39 PM

I need a break.




Wednesday, April 26, 2006, 2:36 PM

http://www.taketheleadmovie.com/main.html

Click on the link above.I'm so in love with all the "take the lead OST songs".
Today is my napfa test and i did fairly well!My best results throughout my entire secondary school life!(not kidding nah).I only need to re-take my sit-and-reach and standing broad jump,the rest i score 5 pts.My standing broad jump was really quite terrible,only manage to jump 153cm which is way below to get 5pts.In order to get 5 pts,i have to jump a distance of 186cm.Argh.Damn it.I'm just sucks in standing broad jump.Couldn't concentrate well in class yesterday.
Might be due to yesterday's incident.
I'm so affected by it.
God damn hell.I want to get out from this whole situation
Please dont be put me in such a difficult position.
It is between YOU and YOU and there's not my business at all.
-pissed off-




Friday, April 21, 2006, 10:06 PM

Dishearted.=(

Congrats to my class runners.They have done us proud!Well done.
We were united as a whole today.
Many people label us as the 'communist class'.
Whatever it is,quite irritated after hearing it cause I think they are poking fun of us althought i know it is not meant to offend us.
The flesh inside my mouth hurts terribly.
I'm in great pain now and could barely speak properly or chew on soft food.
Wearing braces is really such a terrible thing.I have been enduring the pain from morning till now.The metal thing keep rubbing against my flesh which cause great intense pain when i speak,shout or when i chew on my food.This morning was quite terrible.I've to endure the pain after every cheer.
Now sport's day have over.It's time to mug hard for mid-year and o's.To be in 5a is so stressful,I have to compete with so many top students.The stress,pressure and expectations is there.Teachers expectations,parents expectations,MY expectations.Everyone is so competitive,always constantly compete who's better in every subject.Obviously,there are others who are much much more better than me.I feel so inferior when others can do so much better than me.

Totally no confidence to get a A2 in MT.
Got back all my chinese weekly test marks,pass almost all of the tests but the marks is just borderline.My standard might be a B4 only.
Demoralise.=(
Well,nevermind.I told myself to give my best if my result is not up to what i've want.I will retake even if it takes up my own free time.

1 of the ex-wdl msg me to say my class cheer was great.thanks anyway.u make my day!glad that u appreciate.




Saturday, April 15, 2006, 11:44 PM

Feel so exhausted.
Have been going out these 2 days.
Revision and homework not done.
Pompom is not yet done.
Go to go down to amk tommorow to buy the pink string.My day was pretty good.Have cheerleading practise this afternoon and everyone was quite cooperative.I'm quite happy about it.Everything can run so smoothly because the bitch wasn't there.But others attutide towards us was harsh and rude.Shouldn't elaborate further.Spolit of mood.After that,went to eat with weiling in macdonald's.I was telling weiling that i really have a huge appettite nowadays.I can crave for any food if i am hungry.Every 2 to 3 hrs,my stomach start to groan and i will start searching for food in my house.I'm still waiting for that idiot to bring me to thai express to eat!arghh..He own me 1 treat.There's still so many food that i want to try.I want my next bf to be super rich can?To shower me with love and concern and have many ideas of where to go and etc..This are just some of my expectations,i don't expect anything now.Back to today,went to catch a movie which is 'take the lead'.It's indeed a fabulous show.I kind of love it.It's about a dance show(yf!u should watch it,bet u love it),tango,salsa,rumba and etc.The dance is absolutely sexy and cool.The story revolves one dance instructor who teaches ballroom dancing and who went on to teach the high school most notorious and playful students.This bunch of students are only interested in hip-hop dancing but underlying it,he actually change their mindset by teaching them 'ball room dancing'.I think this show is so cool.A highly recommended show not to be missed.P.S(it's not as if this show is too good that it's not to be missed.just my opinion.)
Met up with yilong too.He defintely change alot!haha.

It's just 3 more weeks to mid-year!I'm super anxious and disappointed can?cos i promise myself to prepare a few weeks ahead,yet i am still not prepared it.sick.sick.I want to get good grades!Moreover,next week our whole class will be staying back everyday for cheerleading practise which left me no time for revision.So pathetic.
My braces wire came out today!I'm so sick of it.Go to make a appointment next wk to fix it!*sigh*how can i make time next wk?i got to stayback for cheerleading.damn it.

http://www.joseishi.net/voce/hairfile/
Click on that link above.Quite afew nice hairstyles.

Olevel's is not over yet.Mugging is what I need now.I badly need 48 a day to do what i want.I want to complete all my revision by june holidays!From now till november,it's mugging & mugging and just mugging.I need teachers guidance,past revision and extra remedials to get gd grades!!Time is so precious and this period is so crucial.I am willing to sacrifice my beauty sleep if there's not enough time for revision.40+ chapters(phy& chem) to study,how can i study finish in 3 wks time?

My eyes is closing soon.
You are the only who can bring me laughter and joy.




Thursday, April 13, 2006, 7:33 PM

I just could not be bother about that bitch.She seem so unhappy that we won her in the 2.4km run.*CLAP*Good for you.You certainly deserve it.I'm overjoyed!

Pompom left unfinished.I'm just so lazy to tear the strings,it's like so many.How am i going to complete it by tomorrow?There's still the pink pompom which i havent do.

Sometimes curiousity really kills me.I hate seeing things that wasn't meant to be seen.




Tuesday, April 11, 2006, 10:09 PM

She's just a trouble-maker.
Gossiping around and trying to be a good person in everyone's eyes.
Without her,we can still be as united as a whole.
Without her, life still goes on.
Without her,our life will be better.
Without her,we will have some peace.
Everything started because of HER!Who give a god damn hell on her?She's just a transparent.I fucking wish she doesn't exist in this world.God damn bloody bitch,slut,barbarian and ugly witched.




Monday, April 10, 2006, 7:51 PM

This fucking bitch came barking like a dog.Puke!!!!!Laugh my ass off.Who want to read her blog in the first place?Worshipped her?Don't make me laugh.The worst thing is the P and VP agreed with what she had done.Have the P or VP thought about how we feel?She's wrong in the first place for posting our pictures into her blog.You mean what?She own this blog so she can write what she wants?Since that is the case,I also can write what i want.SO WHAT?THAT IS MY BLOG.No mercy should be given to this kind of person.She scold us BITCHES in her blog but did she know the definition?A check from the dictionary and here it is..a female dog,fox or wolf.Come on,she scold us a dog!I thought mrs yap taught us to show care and concern for each other?So what are the VP and P doing now?Letting the matter rest?Defintely a NONO to me!Now i dont see the need to feel sorry for backing out of cheerleading.Call the three of us IRRESPONSIBLE?SO?YES,I am.I did it on purpose.What can you do to me?You want to vent your anger,so do I.*LOL*You want to be evil?I can be as evil as you.You want to gossip about people please think twice before doing so.Cause you have no position or right to do so.You are just a slut,or should i say,a 100% potential slut who lost your virgin to your ex.Such a shameless entry you also have the chick to blog.Only shameless girl like you will post such entry.What a joke.You and your bestfriend are the worst creature on earth.EXCUSE ME!Who want to read your blog in the first place?Do you think they enjoy reading it?MY FOOT!Your blog arent interesting at all.Just a entry full of shits and bullshits.HAR HAR.Like your previous blog name"nipplesofyourfather.blogspot.com".Only sicko or should i say sick-in-mind people create such blog name which is oh-so low-class and uncivilize.You know why people read your blog?Let me enlighten you.Not because they are interested to read the content in your blog or because they are afraid that their pictures will be posted in your blog.It is because they love to gossip and bitch about you and laugh at your silly comments.Those comments in your blog will only increase our hatred towards you.Please get a life girl.You aren't young anymore.




Saturday, April 08, 2006, 10:02 PM

Feeling so lethargic today.
Spent my time sleeping for 2 hrs.
Yesterday went to jack's place to eat with jialei.We have our fair share of fun.The food was great but i have a big hole in my pocket now.Haha.The total bill sum up to $50.I was indeed very heartpain!It's been so long since i spent this kind of money.Back to topic,I order a plate of grilled chicken and salmon.It also consists of bacon,carrots and corns.Yummy.Can consider a healthy dish.Maybe i will post up the pics some other day.Seriously in need of money now.How i wish i can find a job to work but i CANT.Parents cant give me enough money,i really can understand.Studies is very important to me.I couldn't afford to sacrifice my precious time.The only days which i can sleep for more than 8 hours is during friday and saturday night.The rest of the days i will be off to bed only around 12 or 1am.

Month of april*events going on..

10th of april-800 race/CIP training
14th of april-GOOD FRIDAY>YOOHOO!public holiday.NO SCH.=D..Gonna eat sushi..
21th of april-Sports day.(Cheerleading competition for 5a!)




Thursday, April 06, 2006, 6:59 PM











My newfound star*haha..




5:11 PM

5a went into the finals for cheerleading!I dont know if it is something to celebrate but mr tan really wants the whole class to be down for cheerleading.He wants to build up the class spirit and unity in us.Other classes who qualify are 4A and 4B.I heard they are all strong competitors.They have the class spirit,team spirit and cooperation which i think my class are seriously lack of it.School was pretty fine.Just couldnt stand the growing number of pimples growing on my forehead!I guess is due to my f**cking fringe.har har..don't know should i keep it long or go and style my fringe. Today we have maths test.Everyone was surprised.I presume i wont score that well because i havent fully understand the topic on transformation beside i wasnt aware that there is a maths test today.Shear factor and the description on transformation i am still weak in.Damn it.Tomorrow gonna take back my maths test.Got a strong feelings that i will flunk it.Chemistry lesson was fun today.We got to view a short video of class 2003 4b cheer competition.They were crowd the champion for cheerleading(mr tan's form class too)in 2003.I must say they really showed a very strong class spirit which i think other class should learn from them if they really want to win the class championship.We knew we will not win the class champion but at least we will prove to everyone in the cheerleading competition that we have something which they might not have.

School is bored but at least there are other friends who make my day.I love teasing weili because he look so adorable when he give me the 'blur' look.Hahas.Don't be mistaken.Love teasing him because he won't get angry,moreover,i find him quite different from other guys.As well as my bunch of goody gf!yf,angie and weiling*.Jialei is my bitching and gossiping partner in class.She will share all her stories with me about her dar.lol.We can't keep our mouth shut for a day.

Sometimes things doesnt go the way u want.Take it or leave it.




Wednesday, April 05, 2006, 6:16 PM

Had my 2.4 km napfa test today.I clock a timing of 13min 18s.Feel so tired after a long run.It's the last run for my entire sec sch life!So GLAD that it is finally over.5 more weeks to mid-year exam and after my june holidays,there will be 2 prelims exam coming up during july and september.Total in all,i will be taking 4 major exams this year.arghhh.. next week friday is good friday~finally there's a public holiday again!Gonna eat all i can..



once YOU make a big impact in my life but now history will not repeats itself.
I am back to my old-self.




Monday, April 03, 2006, 4:43 PM

I dont care how people look at me.

your shadow keep surfacing in my mind.




Sunday, April 02, 2006, 6:44 PM

My morale is very low today.
I don't know what's up with me.