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Wednesday, May 31, 2006, 10:27 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY & WILLIE.
Both of your birthday fall on the same day.
I felt so embarrassed because i msg willie yesterday to wish him birthday!I guess he got kind of shocked because that was really a advance birthday wish.No wonder he seem so amaze and shocked!And stupid me didnt even realised it.

I am sooo exhausted

Went back to thomson to have cantonese food.It's simply delicious.

Pictures below:

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Curry fishhead
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All my favourite dish.
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The fried chicken is marvellous!
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Last but not least,the garlic crab.




4:45 PM

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Me.
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Prawn Agilo


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Strawberry smoothie,ice macho,mango tango,peach smoothie

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Cool shades.

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Paragon
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My drink!
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Baked spagetti

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Mirror image.
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30th may @ s'pore poly&town.
Yesterday was a fruitful day with my beloved sisters.
Morning went to s'pore poly for the course talk and etc.I think s'pore poly offered a variety of different courses for business course.I have quite afew course in mind to study.I shall work towards my goal for now.
Afternoon went to town with my friends.
We went to cine pastamina to have our lunch
I've ordered 'prawn agilo'.It taste alright but it's quite plain.
Nevertheless,we went to shop at taka,wisma and far east.None of us bought anything cos it's too expensive.We wait for the 50% discount for mango!Went back to the store to look for my favourite demin jacket at far east..YA!It's still there but i decided not to buy it cause i will not wear it for now.
Slack at coffee club and have our girls' talk.It's so fun being with them.We just laugh our ass off like nobody's business.I guess the waiter and waiteress kept looking at our direction.Yufang!still wanna guess who will be the first to marry?




Saturday, May 27, 2006, 10:50 PM

I gum hurt so badly.
I have loads of work to do!
I feel so guilty to stare infront of my computer when my mother tougue paper is 2 days away.
arghh....




4:28 PM

So much for today.Woke up early in the moring and head down to macdonald's to help jialei buy her egg mcmuffin breakfast.See,i am so good.Jialei!You must be grateful to me.Ordered 2 egg mcmuffin burger but who knows?When i reach school then i realise that there is only 1 burger in the plastic big.I am so freaking pissed off.Well,nevermind.I ended up giving jialei her burger whereas i ask wee leng to buy me another burger.Wasted my money for godsake!haha.

Me,JL&YF



























Another pic of us.













Tuna sandwich.Tat's my lunch.















We went to shop for G-string~
Look at the pic.JL is so engrossed.LOL!




Friday, May 26, 2006, 11:05 PM

Every now and then I'm still searching for you.
You leave a very important trace in my life.
You left a deep impression on me.
But where r u?




10:25 PM

I'm so touched by ms lim and yan lao shi words.I saw their msn nick.It's just so encouraging. They wish all sec 5 students all the best for their exam.




7:08 PM

I have a lots of fun with my friends(whole gang of obasans,hc,jl and weiling) today!Went to pastamania to have our lunch.I ordered 'creamy white' pasta.So delicious.Though it's fattening but i simply love it.Took quite a number of silly pictures with weiling& JL but too bad didnt manage to take pictures with hc and the obasans.We'll take it perhaps somedays.





























JL,weiling & me.





Tat's me.















Weiling & Me.















We went on our separate ways while I,yf and jialei went to the library to revise for our chinese exam.One mad man suddenly came and talk to us and even reprimanded that our chinese was lousy!shit him.Crazy.We went to order food again!
The fries~






























The muffin was out of shape because we have eatan quite abit before taking this pic.HAHA!




Thursday, May 25, 2006, 8:20 PM

I like this pic.Tat's my backview.













So exhausted for this whole week.
Having mother tongue intensive revison everyday after school.
Got back my mid-year MT marks.I obtain a B4.Should I be compacent?Sigh.The oral and listening comprehension pull down my marks.Utterly disappointed.Highest in class is only 66 which is a B3.Should i be satisfy with my grades? Cos i manage to get 61 marks.No,i am not.My other friends did slightly better than me.Sigh.Feel so inferior.
Will i be able to get a b3 or A2 in my olevels?Sigh.A big question mark for me.I'm so desperate to get my A2 for chinese cause i really want to concentrate on my 5 other subjects.There are still lots of revision for me to do.No time to waste and to play around cause it's just 5 more months to my major exam not including my mid-yr and prelim exam.No preparation and planning is up yet but it will come real soon.
My class did not well for english language paper.But my teacher say that although we failed,the marks we score is consider as a average failure.There are still room for improvement cause that paper is meant to be difficult!It is adapted from a A level passage so even if we failed it's alright.But still...A big sigh to me.Teacher told me that i passed my paper 1 but i'm still nt compacent!I want to do much more better.I want to score 20 n above for my section 1& 2.




Sunday, May 21, 2006, 4:30 PM

I'm back to my cheerful self.No longer thinking about those unhappiness.
I get very agitated and angry when people gossip behind my back.I guess everyone also feels the same way as i do.I hate people to make false assumption on me when they dont even know me well.Am i really what u all think so negatively?
Once i had calm myself down,i'll forget the matter entirely.I wont even remember what the person had say about me.Is this what we call forgive and forget?Ya,i personally think so.
Friends think i'm those who keep all my secrets and problems in my heart and not utter any single word to them.Yes,i am.I prefer to solve problems on my own and do some self-reflection.But there comes to a point where i will break down.For the past 6 months,I have defintely learn something meaningful.
I can't wait for the great singapore sales~~and my ktv session with frens.Lastly,my olevel MT.Did some past sch papers but i did average only.Not up to my expectations.No matter how much hardwork i put in,i still failed my test.I just could not perform better than others.After some thoughtful reflection,i guess everyone have different abilities.My limit is only till certain extent.I accept it and learn from my mistakes to improve myself.I guess that could only make myself less stressful.

You're my star.




Thursday, May 18, 2006, 9:29 PM

Damn it.Who is she know about every single bits of my life?Even the guy that is wooing me and my test results she also want to know.Bloody hell.You better watch what u say.I'm so gonna trash you during the olevels.I'm gonna prove you wrong.Curse your bf dump u!Puke.

STAY OUT OF MY LIFE.




Sunday, May 14, 2006, 3:15 PM


HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!
Bought durian puff from Goodwood park hotel for my mum!She was rather shocked and surprise because i went downstairs to collect from my friend before she go to work on the dot.She was telling I and my sister that she thought we were so unfilial that we wont buy anything for her.Deep down in my heart,i want to tell her that no matter how busy we are,we will never forget this special day.Same goes to on fathers' day,my dad's bdae as well as my mum's bdae.It will fall during may and june.

Went to marina square for movie yesterday.Catch "MI3" with peers.
A summary of the movie:
Super-spy Ethan Hunt (Tom Cruise) has retired from active duty to train new IMF agents. But he is called back into action to confront the toughest villain he's ever faced - Owen Davian (Philip Seymour Hoffman), an international weapons and information provider with no remorse and no conscience. Hunt assembles his team - his old friend Luther Strickell (Ving Rhames), transportation expert Declan (Jonathan Rhys Meyers), background operative Zhen (Maggie Q), and fresh recruit Lindsey (Keri Russell) - to travel the globe pursuing Davian and rescue Hunt's love, Julia (Michelle Monaghan).
I must say it's a 4 out 5 rated movie.Alot of action scene in the show.It make my heart beat faster when i was watching certain exciting scene.Tom cruise is charastimic where as maggie Q is pretty!Before the movie also went to dine at 1 japanese restaurant.I was so bloated.I keep eating & eating cause I was so hungry.After dinner,went to buy my favourite strawberry coated with chocolate and also icecream.Now i realise,eating is also a form of relieving stress.I must eat all i can before school start next week.It's gonna be a gruelling week with 3 exams from tuesday to thursday.Need to crack lots of my brain cells to write for my english & chinese composition.

Have you ever wondered why girls like bad guys?Like the saying goes,"nai ren bu huai(nt sure for this pin yin) nu ren bu ai".Just a rough han yu pinyin.Eg.Your bestfriend is with this guy,in her eyes her bf is the most wonderful bf in the world.But likewise for a outsider,he's character might be very fucked-up.No matter how we persuade you to break off with him,you won't listen to our advise.Sometimes,when we are really fall in love,no matter how our friends advise or scold us,nothing goes into our mind.When you realise that the problems have surfaced,it's too late to do anything.You will regret for not seeking our advise.Falling in love can take a very short time but forgetting someone can take a lifetime for worst cases?Perhaps or maybe?Being together is not about dating for how long.Is the amount of quality time spent together.If i have a boyfriend now,i wont want to count down our monthly anniversary together.I dont see it as a point.I only cherish the moment we spent together.Understanding and trust it's what matters in a relationship.Without that,i can say 80% of your relationship is doom.If you suspect your partner for having other gers outside or vice versa,is there any trust in this relationship?What's the point of being together when you do not even have the simple trust on each other?Likewise,if you do not even understand how your partner feels,how are you going to communciate with him/her?Isnt there is a communication problem between both of you?Please don't say you are gonna be with him/her and he is the best bf/gf in the world cause you will never know if you meet someone better.We are still growing up and there are lots of thing we havent see in this real world.Perhaps for now,he's the one and only guy in your heart but in future who knows what happen?
(this entry is not directly refering to anyone.Of course i respect each and every decision all my friend had made):)




Friday, May 12, 2006, 11:03 PM

Forgive & forget someone.
Can we really do it?




Thursday, May 11, 2006, 3:31 PM

I'm so restless today.My day was started off quite badly.Lots of thoughts and emotions was in my mind.Can we really solve the problem?Everyone is tired.We need a break.Tomorrow is vesak day.Might be going out with friends and head down to yishun for laska.Yummy.My head feel so heavy now.Gonna take a afternoon nap now.Tata~




Tuesday, May 09, 2006, 7:29 PM

PHEW.Science mock exam is over!Chemistry was relatively easy if i have study enough.The paper was from the GCE o-level,somewhere a few years back.Mr tan gave us the answers and solutions to the exam paper and i add up my total marks for my MCQ and paper 2 marks and i just got a passing grade.What a blessing=)Think should be getting just a pass grade or just failed by 1 or 2 marks.I'm happy because i didnt study much for my chemistry and yet i can at least get a passing grade.At the time,still demoralised with my marks cause i ought to get better than that.Now i know never to do last min revision cause it doesn't help.Physics was indeed a KILLER paper.Can see everyone is feeling so stressed up today while doing the paper.I predicted that i would failed this paper cause i didn't study much too.Even if i've study,i don't think i could get a decent grade.BIG SIGH.Exams is driving me nuts.How i wish i could be a genius.Just listen in class and absorb whatever teachers have taught so i no need to go home and revise my work!Mid-year is a MUST for me to work double double hard.It serve a wake up call not to do last min work.O level MT is less than 3 weeks away.Not expecting to get a good grade cause simply no confidence.Got back my maths test today.Failed by 1 mark.Sighhhh.Must really start to buck up.

There are no plans for me during the june holidays.First 2 weeks have to go back to school for extra remedials.How sick isn't?The last 2 weeks of holiday will be at home studying for my mid-year.NO LIFE,NO ENJOYMENT.My friend was shocked that i long ago i have deleted his msgs.What's there to shock about?I don't treat him as my friend anymore.

sometimes i really wonder,what i really want.




Saturday, May 06, 2006, 4:57 PM

Taken my medicine a few hours ago.Feeling so drowsy now.I got to study real hard for science mock test now.But can someone keep me awake?I feel like falling asleep now.I'm so gonna burn midnight oil tonight.Everyone is working so hard and i can't seem to concentrate to study because my mind is so shugged.I'm having a rough patch now,trying to forget every single bit of the past,the unhappiness,the days when i keep all my pain in silence.Indeed,I have met someone who taught me how to stand on my feet again and he change me to become a better person(maybe or maybe not?) .Without this person,I will never regain my confidence and my self-esteem.He's my good friend come confiner.I am truly grateful to him because he's willing to listen to all my problems and he's also a good councellor to my friends.But i can't help feeling guilty that i really owe him alot.


Yesterday night was with my ma girls(yufang,sandy angie).It's hard to find one day where we can meet up together as a group for a outing.Sandy looks fine,glad that she's happy with what she have now.We headed to far east plaza to do some shopping.All of them bought some stuff except me:(..haha..cause there's nothing to my liking.Saw 1 half denim jacket which cost $43,wanted to buy it but it's a waste of money if i dont wear it often.I want to find a nice pants!And i want my mp3!!i will get it if i do well in my mid-year.Someone is going to buy for me,so i'm going to work real hard for it.Don't know if i can?Lack of confidence,concentration and everything.Headed to lao par sar again!Ordered almost the same food.Stingray is still my favourite.I want to go down again after my olevels.Sigh.FIVE more months and that's the end of my secondary school life.Anyway,we took many RETARDED pictures.hahah..yufang will post it in her blog.

My morale is damn damn damn low today.What can i do?still got to study later.


What can i do to make myself happy?




Thursday, May 04, 2006, 6:15 PM

Didn't blog for so long because was too busy with school stuff and homeworks.
Was feeling so unwell this 2 days.
Got a mild flu and cough but gonna see a doctor later cause was feeling so uncomfortable for the whole morning today.Couldn't afford to miss lessons and also the coming mid-year exam.Need to be in tip-top condition to do my exams.Argh.Now i doubt whether my body can be in the best condition to do my exams next week.My body is going to break down real soon if teachers ask us to stayback everyday and it's really gonna kill me;(Next week and the following week will be a very very tiring week.I guess i couldnt burn anymore midnight oil because my body just couldn't take the tiredness.I assume?EXAMS SUCKS
Science exam is just next week and i have prepare less than one quarter of it.I guess everyone is also feeling the same as me.I don't aim to score well this time.Maybe a pass or a fail?Sigh.

Everyone practically ignored the bitch today.
We self-declared that she's not part of 5a.
Really detest people like her.