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Sunday, July 31, 2005, 10:25 PM

Ok.Gonna blog a very long entry.
Saturday
Yesterday went out with meizhen and willie to the temple to pray.As in pray for good results,family peace and etc.I pray for twice,one for preliminary exam and Nlevels and other for my love life.Things turned out pretty alright.My interpretation for exam is medium and my love life is good.Anyway, I choose to believe half of it.I believe that from my hardwork and effort,I will be able to succeed academically.As for my love life, I believe in fate.After that we went to have a light lunch near the temple.It was my first time ordering vegetarian hor fun!Ya,that wasnt me.I hate vegetarian food yet I ordered.Three of us wasnt in our normal self.We were like sprouting nonsense,crapping and laughing.But I enjoyed their company.Mz and willie bought so many things,make me so jealous.I never even bought a single item!Saw a denim jeans skirt but the cutting was ugly.Oh ya,forget to add on.Mz and willie was talking about ite stuff for the whole bus trip,make me really want to yawn.They seems to love ite alot.Willie,if you are reading my blog,dont try to physco me to join ite!My ultimate aim is to go POLY!HEhe.Later in the evening and night,went to starbucks to drink coffee and one of the coffeeshop to eat bearcurd!..Yummaclious.
Friday
Went to cwp with my best friends.We were having a shopping spree in Samuel& kevin.I know you go "eeeeeeee".But who cares.LOL.Tops cost $6.Bottoms cost $15.How to resist this temptation?Nonetheless,I bought a jeans for 15 bucks only!

School work is fine.But nevertheless,I am still very worried for my prelims and Nlevels.12 more days to my prelim.I only started on first 3 chapters of my chemistry but nothing is gonna start me for scoring good grades.I have a very strong determination to achieve what I think is suitable for my level.Wish me good luck ok?I want to go sec 5A.5 points is the maximum I want to get.I am getting used to staying back in school,putting in double effort to complete my homework but I cant seems to have time to study for exams.I know that is an excuse.I will get rid of this really bad habit.This is a good sign,I will to change for the better.YES.I want to be a perfertionist.Although I know there is no one who is perfect in this world.Achieving 70% of it, I am already contented.I feel so good being single~I have all the freedom I have.

Yup.Next,the most embarrassing entry.I really feel embarrassed when people know that I idolise him.SERIOUS!That is by the name of shawnnnnn yueeee..Haha..ya..Thats him.I wasnt captivated by his charm when I watched Initial D.I just know that he is quite handsome.Well, enough of that.I am already embarrassed enough.Bits and pieces about his information.He just started out as a model when he is talent-scouted to be a actor.He first entered showbiz in 2002.He acted in Ai Qing Bai Ping Shu,if you still remember it was in 2001, alongside with Yang Cheng Ling.I learned that his ex-girlfriend was by the name of Candy Lo.A hongkong singer-actress.You can watched this movie"Bug Me Not" now.It is already been release in movie theatre so if you wanna know who is she;go and watch or go internet to search.HAHA.Their started out their relationship in 2002.But you know what?Candy was 7 years older than Shawn.I was kind of shocked after learning about it.But their relationship didnt last long,Shawn reported dumped her after becoming famous.So bad of him.I didnt know he was interested in older woman.hhaha..so unlike him.He was also a school basketball player.I think he will looked real cool when he played basketball.If only I can catch a glimpse of him..Nah..Just kidding!Will update more...

Bye.Got to finish the last bit of my english homework and study for my chinese test.!




Sunday, July 24, 2005, 3:54 PM

I truly detest gossipers.Who they think they are?Some kind of barbarian who really understand us?Trying to make some stupid remarks.Sometimes,being alone is the best.No one is gonna interfere about your life.




Saturday, July 16, 2005, 7:43 PM

I am freaking bored now!!Sian..4 more weeks to prelim.Yet I am still staring infront of the computer and laze around.Gonna study soon.What should I do in future?Accountant?Someone please motivate me to study!!Zzzz
Anyway,today chinese dance will be performing at Plaza Singapura.All the best to them.=)




Thursday, July 14, 2005, 8:21 PM

Yes..It's been a long time since I update.Nothing much to say actually.Today in class learn some breakdance move from sandy.Yea.She have finally master the steps.Feel quite happy for her.I manage to do the steps correctly but just couldnt lift up my legs.Arghh..Now i really pondering if I really have the talent and ability to learn how to break.It requires alot of time and engery.Moreover, I dont have the 'trendy look'.Look like those very timid girl right?Haha..Will update further..Anyway, school really sucks.I have been staying back almost everyday from 1.30pm to 5pm except on Monday and Friday.I am really fatigued.Luckily, I have at least 5 to 6 hours of sleep before I head to school.Today, my class was in this very horrible mess.Someone had actually use a fire extinguisher to spray on our class,leaving a white substance all over the floor which is invisble and also the tables and chairs which is also full of soapy substance.How could this person did such horrible thing on my class?The school is still currently investigating this case and they did not even care about us.Like making arrangement to change our class and etc.No,they never.We changed class on our account.What the hell.The school management really sucks like hell.I was so itchy from head to toe.(I was sensitive).OK.




Saturday, July 02, 2005, 11:17 PM





11:02 PM

Today in the afternoon went to watch Initial D alone.You can see how lonely and pathetic am I.Nah..not that I have no friends because either my friends have watch or some dont like that show.So fed up that I decided to watch alone.This show is exhilarating,thrilling,exciting and enjoyable.Simply love it to bits.*Slap* those who say this movie sucks.I guess you shouldnt have watch at the first place espescially that stingy guy.He SUCKS.I simply hate him until now.I wish he did not exist at all.After that went to yishun to buy laska!!..Yup..simply delicious.I felt real guilty after indulging.I really cant resist this temptation.Subsquently,I went for jogging today.I run for 2 rounds and I was quite tired already.Nonetheless, I swear I will go at least 3-4 rounds to train for my fitness and stamina as well for my up-and-coming Nafa test!Need practise my standing broad jump,shuttle run and etc.I cant see for the test with no preparation..Yeah~42 more days to prelim.*Time to wake up*Ok..Thats all folks.




Friday, July 01, 2005, 9:43 PM







HAHA.Ugly pics




9:12 PM

I want a life.
I want to be profficient in english.
I hate to stayback in school.
I want to graduate from secondary school.
I want to be a perfectionist.

I was kind of disappointed for being called to go for the EXTENDED english more programme which means for the first hour the whole class will be attending the lesson from 2.30-4.00pm but for the next 1 and a half hour,only those we failed needs to attend the extend english more programme.I know I passed my english but that was only a borderline mark.I dont want why I was being called to go for in.I still remember clearly only 3 people passed the English Paper 2 during mid-year and after adding both the paper 1 and 2 marks,how could it be that at least 30 students passed their english with just a borderline mark and was not being called?I know more than half the class flunk their english and was even been called for the extended more programme.Teacher only select 10 students from our class.How could that be?I feel that I should not be in the list as I feel that others really need this remedial more than me.Why me?Why?Why?I feel that my life hasn't been smooth-sailing.I believe that my teacher have a reason for putting me and I respect her choice.I shall not bear any grudes about this.My chinese dance teacher was giving me this stupid face when I told her I wasnt going to perform in PS.She says:"Mei you guan xi,wo yi jin pan hao tua xing le".So?Tell me for what?Ya.She will think that I am my friends was being ungrateful,only think about ourselves and not for others.I can confirm that was what she is thinking.But come to think of it,we try to put ourselves into her shoes and try to accomodate her.Have she ever spare a thought for us?No matter how good we danced,she always shoot us with a negative comment.Never once she praised chinese dance even when we got the Gold with honours award.She will only say something to demoralise us.Even during chinese lessons.I really hated her from the bottom of my heart.
Ya.the past weekend I will going jogging.Yup.That must be done.