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Wednesday, May 30, 2007, 12:21 PM

ROARRR!I got back my UT test.Guess what?I got a F grade.ZZzzzZzz!Seriously I can just give a tight slap to myself.In fact it is not quite possible to fail because most of my group members got a D which is at least a conditional pass.Damn it.How could I failed?I was real disappointed and demoralised.Didn't dare to see the grades for my 4 other UT's test as I am only answering those questions that I know and the rest I just leave it blank.*Pray hard*Even though i knew I am going to few some of the UTs test.

*Time to wake up*No more playing around.I need to put in more effort!I dont want anyone to look down on me.I wanna excel!

Tomorrow is dad's and willie's birthday which coincidently falls on Vesak Day!
Happy birthday in advance..




Monday, May 28, 2007, 2:01 PM

It is a new week again which is monday.But i am having monday blues.I'm seriously in holiday mood now.Wore a tee,shorts and my nerdy specs and off i went to school.Couldnt be bother to dress up cause I'm plain lazy.My group finish our powerpoint slides pretty fast today and i have all my free time from 12.15pm to 2.30pm..So i used this time to upload my pictures into my lappy and do some editing here and that.Anyway,the GSS have started!The 1 st day of GSS were packed with people and I bought something which I really like.During weekends,my workplace seem so dead with only a few customers walking in every 2-3 hours but when I went downstairs to buy food,the place was full with people and I am having a hard time squeezing myself to find a place to walk.Well,best denki does not provide a 10% sales so definitely there will be customer who will even come in to shop.

My class will be having a BBQ at east coast park but i hope i will be able to make it cause this is only time we are free to meetup.2 weeks of holidays is packed with outings,working and KL trip.I hope I wont tire myself.


It does not matter where are you now
cos I know you are happy with whoever you are with
God,give me the strength to become stronger
Others may not understand how I feel
Or they only see it as something that is not worth saddening for
but deep down in my heart i truly know what i want and what am i doing
I don't need to give a answer to anyone
13th January`07





Tuesday, May 22, 2007, 2:43 PM

Arghh...Have been wearing my specs to school these days.Simply because my eyes are so tired and i need to take a break to stop wearing my lenses.How pathetic could that be.I hate wearing glasses to school cos i dont feel good.I just need 12 hours of beauty sleep everyday.Dont wanna look so shagged and restless in class.Pray that i can wear my lenses tmr!Anyway,counting down to my holidays in one and a half week time.
Movie that i want to watch:
Blades of glory
Pirrates of carribean


I dont wish to make the make same mistake again.




Friday, May 18, 2007, 2:25 PM

Have been indulging in a lot of unhealthy food.Went to eat pizza hut yesterday and those oily and fats are all accumulating around my tummy.I feel so guilty after eating Arghh..Didn't join any cca in school and thus I got no mood to exercise.I am feeling so sleepy nowadays.Apparently,I just dozed off in class and nothing could be absorb into my brain.Ever since I entered RP,I feel that time passes so fast and I am like a 100% slacker.I just need to present to the class and submit my RJ promptly everyday.That is how is life in RP like.After school,they are plenty of time for me to relax to catch a tv programme or just idling around.Weekends is just working my ass out and earning a sum of money as well as to pass my boring weekend.Basically,everyone is busy with their life with studies,projects and bf.2 more weeks to my school holidays and I will be working to help for the fair and a holiday destination trip with my family.I know it sounds boring to go KL almost every year but our financial status doesnt allow us to go to somewhere far like Hongkong.How sad could that be.

I need a brand new look!
Perhaps a new hair cut?

I guess you're doing quite fine.
Somehow somewhere you still exist in my heart.




Friday, May 11, 2007, 11:53 PM

You're still the one that i care the most.
We're so near yet so far.
If I can turn back time,I hope I can just ignore you.
But I didnt.
Can I give up everything?



Your captivating smile always brighten up my day.
Every single of msg of yours never fails to make me smile.
Your presence determines the mood of my day.
I know we've stopped smiling too each other.
We acted so cool as if we didnt know each other.
I'm glad I was able to accept this news.




Sunday, May 06, 2007, 1:18 AM
Work.

I'm loving the way i am.
Went shopping after work with my colleague.Arghh..the urge to buy something is so strong.Stop at pull & bear and mango.There was like so many tops that suit to my liking!I need some clothes to replace my old ones.


I saw e way u look at me.
I dont see a point why should u look at me as everything have change.
Why do i still regard u as my prince charming?
It sounds so stupid.
I acting as if nth had happened yet u still choose to take a glance at me.
Say i am sensitive but i am not.
THANKS.I am not a strong girl.

"Time will prove everything".That is what you told me.Now i want to tell you,time will prove everything about what kind of person you are.

Ling was saying that it wasn't mine or his fault in e first place.I dont blame him for anything.Why should I?Love just happen in a instance second without you knowing.

Receive a msg from someone:"Have a good rest tonight..Don't brood over a relationship problems..You are still young.Long way to go..This is just part and parcel of life."

Thanks fren.I really appreciate.Ya,i agree.Everything is a part and parcel of life.It depends how you view about it.




Thursday, May 03, 2007, 10:08 PM

Arghh..Today is science module.I was like so lost in class cause i just could not comprehend what the question is asking.Blame me for not being attentive in class cause my mind was totally shut off when i knew that there would be a science lesson.Basically my whole day was struggling to figure out how the box move and etc.So far my grades are fairly alright.Obtaining several Bs and a few Cs.I only got an A for my communication module.The problem with me is i just couldnt speak out enthusiastly in front of my classmate.I just tend to stumble on words and appear to be so shy.I knew that wasnt me at all cause when i was with my bunch of my friends,i can speak quite fluently and expressing my thoughts so well.So when i read up about my faciliators comment on me being shy and i should speak up more in class.I was like...wad the..that is totally not me!Arghhh..guess i should just be more pro-active during class presentation.Alright.I choose my IG as modern dance but sad to say i failed to turn up for the audition.ZZZ..Like what e hell.I feel so reluctant to go cause i was plain lazy and none of my friends are joining this IG.Well,nvm.I will try to see what can i do.

Simply miss my sec sch frens so much.Wdl 5a'06 rocks!!
I use to loathe the days when i was in sec 5 when i have to mug hard for olevels.Teachers were driving us crazy with homework and assignment to be submitted every week.So sec '5'life was all about mugging.Reminiscing back e past,every now and then,i would be experiencing my ups and downs because of my on-off r/s with my ex.That sounds so stupid come to think about it.Till today,i cant believe i score 20+pts for my o's.That was like so unexpected.Everyone expect me to do so much better.You guys defintely know what is e cause of it.Needless for me to elaborate.I dont regret every decision that i make.Be it the present or past.I choose to be with him in the first place then i should bear all the consequences.Of course he did many things wrong and even beg for my forgiveness till today.But i did not reply any of his msg.

I still regard my prince charming as someone impt.

It's fun to catch up with yr sec sch mates about yr life and etc.I & weiling was chatting on msn and we just got so many things to bitch about.We chat about everything under e sun.About guys,studies,ppl and our surrounding.We realise that people do change or should i say some do not change at all.After experiencing a few r/s with some guys,come to think of it,i think i probably learn something.I learn to forgive and forget and it doesnt matter to me whether the guy likes me anot.As long he's happy and i'm fine with it.Sounds like some chl 8 drama.=x..oppss..It's not easy to find someone you really really love and who love you in return.This is what i strongly believe it.I always envy some couples on street who can actually get together to become an item.It just so happen that the guy i like normally runs away with another girl or come back to me.Or the person who likes me is not e one that i like.I'm not rush to find a bf cause i thinks that being single isnt that bad after all.=)

PEACE.




Wednesday, May 02, 2007, 11:04 AM

Yes,i knew about the truth.Thanks to someone who actually told me.If not i will be still kept in the dark.The cycle repeats itself over & over again.I hate people telling me that "HEY,there are so many handsome guys outside and there will be no problem finding one".Do i look like a rubbish who can fall for any guy?The answer is no.My prince charming got a gf.Yes but so what?Life still goes on.Loving someone is not about getting together with him but seeing happy with his significant half.We used to like each other and always talk about being together.I know it sounds crappy or like some fairytale story but when you like someone,the feeling is indescrible.Is either you like or dont like that person.It is just so simple.I did msg him to ask if he a new gf but he didnt reply so i guess i know the answer already.Well,i dont know how am i feeling now.Couldnt sleep the whole night because i was thinking what my friend told me last night.Super shocked that my prince charming said that he was serious with the girl and they know each other very long before they got together recently.My heart sank when i heard this news.Well,he is no longer my prince charming.He have e looks and everything.Should i say e full package.After all fate is playing a fool with me.

Today lesson is fun!It is about communication and blogger.Ya,i simply love it.We cam-whore in class and laugh at our stupid act.