Happy birthday yongxiang!

Hope you like e piece of cake that we bought for u
:)

During the second break, went to acc wx together with yx and vanessa to collect the car.
haha. OMG. i swear that i and vanessa nearly flung out of the backside without any safety belt!
We couldnt sit in peace because wx was having problems adjusting to the car.
The car stop suddenly in e middle of e road and all of us were bursting out in laughters.
Alright, cannot laugh at wx for i haven even get my license.
At least he pass with just one attempt
:)
Very remarkable.

The driver

The bdae boy :)
He was damn hyper and excited for e whole day.

Victor's birthday:)

Manhattan->eski bar->Arena
I spent quite alot yesterday.
OMG.
I need a job like seriously to keep myself busy.
Idling at home and starting at e walls with deep thoughts makes me feel more useless.
Drinking and cabbing home have been a huge burden and my monthly allowance is so tight.

This is a college just for you.
Hope you enjoyed yr day!
:)

My very enthu-phototaking-partner van

The r & b queen who loves to dance-wendy

Went to dine at manhattan! I'll only rate it 6.10 overall.

Fried mushroom, the sauce is heaven.

Look at e amount of food for seafood platter. Shared by 3 of us.

The very happy us.

A group photo.

My fav peeps in sch :)
They bright joy & laughter into my life.

Headed down to clarke quay and we saw the F1 race platform at MS.Gosh, i swear that was really an eye-opening event. Went to the nearby toilet to cam-whored.

Blue Lagoon

With e bdae boy:)

Wx-i always scold vulgarities at him.

The night is still young. Headed down to arena! something diff other than e usual zouk,mos & stjames
I was wearing my new heels and was dead tired after dancing.


Im missing zouk :(

The 'very' cool us.

My legs are aching to e jog i've ytd.
The jog was an imprompt decision as i was thinking of doing something productive rather than hanging outside.
The decision was worthwhile and i jog 2 rounds and do almost 20 sit-ups.
Although theres nothing to be happy about at least it is a start for me and i hope to make it a habit to jog every week.
:)

whats is meant to be yrs, will always be yrs
what is not yrs, will never be yrs

If you choose to be sad den u will always be sad
If you choose to be happy den u will always be happy
I definitely choose to be happy.

Even when e night seem to get dark and everything seem to fall apart, i'll always tell myself tomorrow will be a better day.
somehow im just tired of mentioning certain things.
let it be.

im still awake at this hour. Time check2:27am, the fact theres no school tmr makes me more engergtic.
Feeling quite hungry now and i really miss those late-night supper with my friends last time.
Nothing beats having a car around especially at night.
Poor me, still struggling with my BTT and have become a laughing stock by my friends for booking the fourth time.
:(
Oh well, im still putting high hopes on getting my license.
I dont easily give up on e things which i aim for, however,today's lesson on web application development, i just totally gave up.
I hope to buck up and get better grades for this module for i've gotten 2 Cs for it.
Pretty demoralised.
I reckon im gonna do well for this module.


Bring me far away from here

Its gonna be a long day ahead,with UT later on.
I think im seeing my energy draining away.
My current fav song is "what about now".
I need to keep myself awake!
=))))

Weekends was well spent.Went to watch "mirrors" at cathay.Headed down to boat quay for some drinks. As usual it was girls' talk again. The heart to heart talk was indeed good. I appreciate those advices that you have given me all these while. I will not hurt myself again but stand up bravely. I must not let any setbacks affect me.


I begin to see e cruelity of love. The once so lovely us turned out to be complete strangers now. Going through the initial stages of liking each other, becoming so close and till the end of today.
I really learn alot.
I tried to be the best girl in your eyes, sometimes things just doesnt goes our way and no matter how hard i tried, things just doesnt work out.
Environment and the people we mix with cause our thinkings to change.
I will only be deceiving myself that we can be together
I was browsing through our old pictures, i know we have many happy moments together.
We fought so hard to make things work but it just simply dont work out.
We gave up eventually.

I notice e drastic change in you.
Its obvious but i took a week to realise that im initiating all e conversations.
I sense something was wrong and the tone you talked to me was just rude and you are plainly not interested to strike just a short conversation.
True enough, i said love is cruel.

i'm fighting hard with my emotions.
Unbearable.

I've two close gf with e same name!Vanessa. Thanks the two V's for being there for me.

Fried mars bar. OMG. Super sinful but i and vanessa love it to bits!

Look at how happy am i when i see food

My close gf:)

I missed my BTT and this is my 3rd attempt if i were to take it.
And my course expired on e 9th of oct.
I hope there are some kind souls who cancel their booking last min and give me their slots
Argh.
Im felt so silly, couldnt believe that i actually forget e timing and went there at 1pm when my test was supposed to start at 12.50pm.
I thought my test was at 1.05pm.
I must must get up early for my next test and PASS IT.

I've waited for my advisor reply for almost 2 weeks but haven heard from her yet.
I hope i need not re-work again.

Alright,I was at bugis with van bestie ytd.
Shopped and bought a few stuff.
Im so in love with my new dress now and i cant wait to wear it.

I read some blogs about people losing their loved ones like bf and friends.
I do feel alot for this people and i cant imagine losing someone so close and dear to me.
The pain,trauma and suffering that people go through, is something that i never experience before.
Thats e reason why im always so thankful that i've such a wonderful parents.
Cherishing every moment with them and attending every family outing that i had with them.

I was reading about some articles online about" Why do i get jealous?"
It mentioned that "If you've got strong feelings of jealousy, it's probably a sign that you don't have enough trust in your partner that he or she is being faithful to you."
Yes, i think that happened to many girls who feel insecure but there is something which is called "communication", try communicating and talk things out.
Dont jump into conclusion if you are just making assumption cause you will only make e matter worst.

Whatever, i think i type alot of nonsense today.
Feeling so tired now.
Till then.

Im feeling so lethargic now.
First week of sch wasnt that bad.
There are only 5 guys in my class and e rest are all gals.
Only taking 4 modules which means wed is my off day.
It is only e starting of sch and im dreading sch so much.
I need a job during weekends so that i wont be rotting at home.
Need to meet up with frens whom i haven see for a long time.

My birthday is next month.
I dont know how i want to celebrate it and every year, my birthday is just like any normal day.
Having a simple meal with my loved ones is what i do every birthday.
Last year, was rather a more special one because i celebrated my bdae at mount faber.
Indeed a special one but no special memories that i wanna share.

Its coming close to a year. Coming close to this far, i wont say its easy.
Many ups and downs.
Putting in lots of patience,effort and time.
you never failed to make me angry,sad,happy and killing you at times.
leave me alone.

Holidays ends today! I realised i only work for 7 days for the whole of 3 weeks. Well,not to bad at least some money earn for some shopping. Getting my pay probably this friday. WEE. Im happy.
The pictures sum up the whole of last week.

Meet up with vanessa & pig. Acc pig to cut his hair at heeran, hes pretty satisfied with his hair now. Good for him =) Dinner was at NYDC.

Sentosa with my fav peeps. We played volleyball and chill at cafe-del-mar.

Thursday and friday was working at acer. Make a few new frens. And i totally enjoyed e working environment. Damn cool. Jeremy came to look for us! This guy never failed to brighten up our day and make us laugh like crazy!

After work on friday, headed down to attica. Together with vanessa's friends. WOO!Still very much prefer zouk.

Bread..

Mushroom soup.

Salad

AND LASTLY WITH THE MAIN COURSE...This was what my mum ate. Grilled salmon!

Meet up with vanessa again for some shopping! Settle down at pasta cafe.YUMMY. I love food.