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Friday, January 18, 2008, 11:44 AM

I am not so affected after this whole espiode.
There are so many things that i want to accomplish in life.
Just stay things as neutral and i think it will be better in this way.
Work hard and achieve what i really want in life.
My dad always tell me:"In life, you just got to work smartly, not stupidly"
I guess that is 100% true, so what if you put in 100% effort but you got nothing in return?
Rather than someone who put in 70% of his/her effort but got something in return?
I think this is me,sometimes i am just too honest, guillible and silly.
From a girl who is 18 yrs old, i cant forsee what am i going to be like in 5-8 years down the road.
Sometimes i wish i could just get a life and stop being naive.
Different people react differently to things.
Be it their mindset,their experiences and how they want to resolve issues or conflicts.
For me, i am poor in making decision and tend to hurt people around me.
I listen to whatever my friends told me and this is what i meant by plain naive and stupid.
Not everything they said is true and i got to judge for myself who are my true friends and who are not.
Sometimes i think i am dumb, bimbotic and whatever words you can relate to"stupid".
It is really very true enough though.
Have been thinking alot and lots of negative have been running in my mind.
My head hurts when i tend to think alot.
i prefer to laugh and smile for no reason.
we experience our ups and downs and this is part and parcel of life.
it is inevitable and we got to face it and solve the problem.

Nowadays, kids like to fool around and they will not think of the consequences that will happen to them.
Perhaps generation difference?

Once bitten twice shy.
This phrase is very true...

Holidays are coming v. v. soon.
Time for some retail therapy to relief some stress from sch & work.
I got to said semester is coming to an end.
I have make some very good friends and it is hard to separate.
Its ok..
chalet coming up real soon
i miss W34R too..
=(

My head hurts..
i need a break now.
Bless me for e time being.




Thursday, January 17, 2008, 1:47 AM

The clock shows that it is 1.48am now whereas i am still not asleep.
Reason being i got to study for my UT
pretty pathetic because of my lousy grades...
=(
Cant help it cause i am not academically inclined but i believe no one is stupid in this world.
Transfer a number of my movies on my laptop,i think it will keep me occupy for quite sometime.

Some random facts:
i miss having late-night supper..
i wish for a UOB/DBS card..
i want to dye back my hair black.



Basically my life is just very random.
thanks van for being my company these few days.
More outings soon!
:)




Monday, January 14, 2008, 11:57 PM

Life have been rather monotonous.
Lessons are boring.
I am anticipating for my 1o weeks holiday which is coming in 3 weeks time.
3 more UTs down.
CNY is coming and it means eating,drinking,slacking & playing.
I can picture myself gaining e extra pound
nite pple..





Friday, January 11, 2008, 12:25 PM

Falling sick at this moment..
Flu bug now!
Damn irritating..
feel slightly better after eating e flu tablets..




Tuesday, January 08, 2008, 11:59 PM

First two days of school was pretty bad.
I wouldn't sleep well and i was feeling lethargic e whole two days.
First daily grade was out and i got a C.
A fourth C for science module.
I am utterly disappointed.
very very to be exact.
It should be e effort that i am not putting enough and it might that i am not talking enough.
Sometimes i just wish to be smarter so that i don't feel redundant in the team.
I dont why am i reacting in this way..
Holyshit
i am feeling hungry now.
so wanna stop eating and start my diet plan.

On the random note, my UTs arent that satisfactory.
I got e shocked of my life when i log into my acc and saw e horrible grades.
A 'E' grade for my UT 3 for computing module and my first UT 1 was a 'F' grade.
I so wanna screammm..
Thanks god i got many A for my daily grades which secure me a C+ predicted grade.
The rest of my grades are mostly C or D+.
Damn horrible.
Look through my 5 modules and a rough estimation of C+ grade, probably i will be getting higher than 2.7 or below.A GPA of 3.0 is so difficult to get provided i really do well in my coming UT 4.


My final UT!!

G102(Cognitive)
Date:10/1/08(Thurs)

A112(Computing)
Date:14/1/08(Mon)

A102(Science)
Date:17/1/08(Thurs)

G104(Culture)
Date:22/1/08(Tues)

G106(Enterprise)
Date:24/1/08(Thurs)

I got to study for my UT!




Sunday, January 06, 2008, 5:53 PM

Con'd..

Thursday-was spent at home.Nothing but just slacking & more slacking.I need more than 8 hrs of beauty sleep everyday.

The pig and the python(PP)
*GRINS*
Friday-Went to hilton to have cheesecake!Ordered three cakes in total.The normal plain cheesecake,blueberry and marble favour.It taste simply delicious.
Cakes....


Went to shop around looking for bags.Couldnt find one to my liking.
Time for dinner and we settle at soup restaurant at paragon!
Yummy.. Claypot tofu,Dunno-wad-meat and herbal soup Supper was at gelyang.Frog leg porridge.I am becoming like an ultimate pig eating almost everyday!

night people.super tired now.There is still school tmr.It totally drained out my energy.




4:59 PM

3 weeks of holiday is over!!
Feel so reluctant to go back to school.
I dont miss school at all.
Holiday was indeed well spent with my lovely frens.
;)
Sad to said didnt meet up with sec sch frens for ages and i really miss them alot.
Meet-up soon pleaseee...

Re-cap of what i've did for e past 1 week!Basically it is just eating & enjoying.

Monday-Working.After work went to meet Van to catch the fireworks at kallang.Took a train down to tpy but the train was hell packed with bangala.It pissed me off right away but luckily i was dress down that day, wearing a t-shirt and a bottom slightly above my knee cap. Van was late and i saw the last bus drove off without me knowing and when van arrived, we realised that the last bus was at 11.30pm and we couldnt catch the bus on time.Nevertheless, we took a train down to kallang and manage to catch e beautiful fireworks.I was too slow to take out my hp to snap the beautiful fireworks but manage to took two pics in e end.Silly me.Van was laughing at me for being slow!

The top view

Tuesday-Only manage to sleep a few hours before i bath and head down to little indian to meet van.She bought her friend to go threading with us and van couldnt find the location at first but after some searching we actually went up the place but we thought it wasnt the location that we are looking for.Silly us...we walk past the stop twice.The whole place was packed with indians and i got to be very careful whenever i walked.After little india, we headed to town for our sushi buffet.When we reached the place, the waiter that serve us told us that the sushi buffet is not available on public holiday!arghh..our mood was totally down because we came down just for their buffet.I was dead tired at the end of the day.

Wednesday-Celebrate my colleague's birthday at V8 cafe at bugis.It was my first time dining there and i will give a 3 out of 5 stars for the food.

Chicken cutlet.The food that i ordered
Steak

Wedges with lots of cheese topping on it!my all-time fav.
Crispy garlic bread.




Friday, January 04, 2008, 1:00 AM

new post and a brand new start of 2008..
:)

I realised i have been blogging actively since 2004 till now!Wow..time really flies and now i am ending my first year in poly soon.1 more month then i can say good-bye to school and enjoy my 10 weeks holiday for good!So many things to do yet i dont know where to start.Every holiday i will whine about how i should spent my time wisely and productively but all i do was to keep working, going out and sleep all i could.Yea, so you see there arent any days when i have free time on my own to do things that i want.Even my parents complain that i have been going out very often and i am always not at home.How could it be possible if i got to work almost everyday with a job working hours from 1 to 9pm and only have the free time left to go out at night?

I will not reckon 2007 as a bad year.In fact i know lots of new people and experience alot of things in life be it good or bad.Important people come and go in your life but cherish those who is worth your time rather than those who does not treat you well.It comes to a point when i see the true colours of certain people in my life and it makes me more aware of my surroundings and how i should be grateful to people around me who truly treats me good, appreciate me for who i am and give me the best that they could.I wont forget friends and family who stood by me whenever i need help from them.


I feel so hungry now.
Just feel like munching some potato chips and sit infront of e tv and watch some comedy drama.
It's been a long time i have been watching tv and catching my fav idol.

Sch is reopening in 3 days time.
May god bless me.