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Friday, May 27, 2005, 11:58 AM
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Nowadays damn lazy to update my blog.Well, yesterday got back my report book.I really score damn badly for my results although i passed all 5 out of 6 subjects with a percentage of 55.6%.Even though, I passed my english, add up my best 3 subjects,I got a total of 12pts.How to promote to sec 5??SIAN!Wont be publishing my results here.I feel so ashamed of it.I swear that prelims I will at least score a few A1's.I cant wait for n levels to end!!I hate teachers to consistently nag at us to study!So tiring of hearing it.I want to prove to everyone. I can do it.

Ever since my last relationship, I still cant open up my heart to like any guys.That does not means I am a LESBIAN.Defintely not.I still have crushes on other guys.A mild crush only.I just feel that there is no such thing as everlasting love.My hatred for guys have been lesser but I am still not prepared to go into BGR.Right now, I have an answer to my question.After 2 years,I want to find my significant half!Haha..now also can..Perhaps

Well,I am so addicted to this show "Love at Dolphin Bay". I wont miss a single espiode.What a pity is that,2 years ago,I knew this show ever exist.But i did not bothered to rent the VCD.Till I watched it in Channel U.Wallace is sooooo charming.*chuckle*..My forever idol.**




Wednesday, May 18, 2005, 8:56 PM

I am a bad girl.Decided to pon school for 3 full days.This goes to show that I loath going to school alot!I am really in dilemma.What should I do now?I simply love my singlehood life.Can anyone enlighten me?Well,you won't even know what am I refering.Yup.I have been thinking very carefully.What I want right now.But even I myself cant find a answer to it.Everything just happened at the wrong time,wrong date and wrong place.Whatever the outcome is,I dont wish to know.Just let nature take its course.




Monday, May 16, 2005, 11:54 PM

Jesse McCartney- Shes No You Lyrics

I know a lotta girls
who know they got it going on
but nothing's ever a comparison to you
Now cant you see that your the only one i really wantand everything i need
is everything you do?

Any girl walk by, dont matter'
cause your looking so much better
Dont ever need to get
caught up in jealousy
She could be a super-model
every magazine...the cover
She'll never, ever mean a thing to me...

[Chorus]
Shes no you... oh, no
You give me more than i could ever want
She's no you
Im satisfied with the one I've got'
cause your all the girl
that i've ever dreamed
She's only a picture on a magazine
Shes no you... shes no you

They got a lot of girls
who dance in all the videos
But i prefer the way you do,
the way you move
You're more than beautiful
and i just wanna let you know
That all i ever need
is what i've got with you

Any girl walk by, dont matter
every time your looking better
i think your perfect
there aint nothing i would change
she could be a super-model
every magazine... the cover
she'll never, ever take my heart away

[repeat chorus]

No one's ever gonna get to me
Oh, the way you do
Now baby cant you see
That you're the one... the only one
Who's ever made me feel this way?

Nothings ever coming even close
No one's ever been comparable to you

I dont want nothin i dont got
I dont need nothin but you
I cant get more than youre given me
Dont stop anything you do.
Your all that... all that, and then some
You know what... just what I need
And no girl, no place and no where
Would mean a thing to me.

[repeat chorus]




11:50 PM

Incomplete - Backstreet Boys

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on,
But I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

Anyway,this song is kind of nice.




Sunday, May 15, 2005, 10:10 PM

Quite some time never update my blog.Recently lots of thing happened.As you know, I am going to flunk very badly for my mid-year,therefore ,I am also not going to care about it.Whatever is done it can't be undone.So whats the use of dwelling over it?Yesterday first day work as surveyer at orchard.Wasnt really nice doing.Stand for 7 hours also got no pay unless you got a customer who fuilful the requirement.Where got so easy??Really regretted going.I myself also dont know why I need money so desperately, well sometimes it cant help.In this world, money is never ENOUGH. You always find that you lack of something.For example clothes, bags, earrings and etc. It's just so irritating.My dad,mum and sister were scolded me for working at orchard.Ya, thanks for all your concern.I know you are all concern about me.THANKS.Ya,I know this job is not nice working.I dont know what the outcome will be like.Hopefully, the leader will allow me to quit.What a bad day.*Sigh*
Sometimes I also dont know what he wants, I am sick of this.Really.Give me a break please.
Life is always so sickening.




Monday, May 09, 2005, 5:16 PM

What a bad mid-year exam for me.I totally dont have the urge to study,all my mind was playing.I am so slack for my this mid-year.But all of you would say "Come on it's just a mid-year,it wont be counted in your nlevel".Ya,it is true.But to me it is very important,it reflects how well or adequate have I prepared for my mid-year.I cant believe that I actually cant finish all my revision.Studying for all the subject the day before the exam starts except for Social Studies when i started two or three weeks ahead.I think I will done quite badly for this mid-year.I am thinking of strategies to motivate myself.While,I really cant think of any.Worst of all,today is my first time I cant concentrate for my SS paper.My mind was drifted somewhere.I though Northern Ireland wont be coming as source-based questions.I was DAMN shocked.Well, basically I have read up on that topic but I never memorise any facts.Well,well,well,I seriously think that I wont do well.*Sigh*mentally and physically STRESS.I hoped by Prelims I have fully waken up and achieve those grades which I have set for myself.I am gonna study 2 months ahead,which means I need to sacrifices alot alot of my leisure time.What to do?Studying is the most CRUEL reality in this world.I really dread studying.How I wish I have a computer chip inserted to my brains and I could just write out all my answer.Nevertheless, I dont want to disappoint everyone.The next few days,I will just do all my best for other subjects.Good Luck to me.




Tuesday, May 03, 2005, 10:14 PM

Good luck to me for my english oral tomorrow!
Love 1 song lots!!..Jesse McCartney-She's No you
will update the lyrics tommorow.This song is fabulous!!thumb-up!