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Tuesday, February 28, 2006, 7:21 PM

Anyone know how to upload pics from handphone to com?I try using infared-via and bluetooth also can't.If anyone know,please pmsg me!Thanks.




4:33 PM

SEX.
How often do people talk about it?Well,recently the nyp sex video have become a very hot topic in my class.Everyone is talking about it.I am seriously so sick of hearing it.And today 1 guy in my class actually sent me through bluetooth the sex video!Oh..goshh..Now my mind have been corrupted with so many various sex positions because I am and my friends have been talking about it almost everyday since the day we knew about it.Yeah,my class guys think that I am open-minded just because I know more than what they know.Ya,but so?I am not very open-minded like what u guys think.It is better to know something than knowing nothing.Why should girls at this age lost their virgin to those bastard guys?Guys only treat girls as a sex object.They just fuck u and kiss u goodbye when they know you are pregnant.

Pls don't say u r gonna wait for me,cos i dun believe in this.

Coming to sec 5,the topics are getting harder.I can't seems to catch up.The whole of march holiday is to catch up with all the difficult topics.=(..Sad...






Sunday, February 26, 2006, 8:07 PM

If i say i have learn to let go of things,I am actually deceiving myself.




8:03 PM

FW: Men Are Hard To Pleased(A email sent by my friend which I think is really true!)Read it..

>>Men Are Hard To Pleased>>>>
The problems with GUYS
If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;>>
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)>>
If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;>>If u do he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u. (Bullshit)
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.>>If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he>>SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;>>
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.>>If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;>>
If he HURTS u, u are too ! SENSITIVE!! & sooo hard to please!!!!!>>


If u send this to guys, they will swear that it's not true.......>>but if u don't, they say u are selfish.....>>>>>>The moral of the story is.......SEND THIS TO GUYS OUT THERE >>ANYWAY... Send it to girls also, gives them some laughter .




7:32 PM

Got quite a fair bit of homework to do.2 more weeks to my first term of holiday!Yeahh..Simply can't wait to relax my mind and soul.So many things to blog but everytime I lost track of where to start.Well,lets start talking about 2 days ago.Met up with my long-time come good friend gx(ji wang) and mclin.They ask me out for a watch movie and we decided to watch 'final destination 3'.What particularly pissed me off is they say I looked very old and aunty!!arghh..I was fucking pissed off ok.I dont know if they did it on purpose or am I really like one?Didn't feel good after what they told me.So fucking irritated.Enough of all their nonsense.After tat,mclin went to arcade to play initial D.I was damn bored alright!Saw some familiar faces in the arcade but didn't bothered to take a second glance.Finally we went into the cinema and overall the show I can only rate it 3 upon 5.It is not that frightening,just gross and bloody.This show is about this group of high colleage students who went to the amusement park.One of the girl bought a camera to take pictures but upon taking those pictures of her classmate she noticed scary scence behind the background.She had a very bad premonition that something really bad is going to happen to all her friends.

I have stopped going to chinese dance
I really miss those times when I,sandy and angie smuggle tibits into the dance room and share it among us.
I really miss those times when we put on our make-up together.The joy,laughter and unhappiness we shared will never be forget.I even remember not using the make-up that teacher had instructed us to do but instead bought our own make-up to use.So you can see how naughty are we har?haha..Well,that was fun.
How I wish I could take back time.

FUCKKKkk UU!!




Thursday, February 23, 2006, 5:05 PM

Arghh..I was taking my humanities common test just now.Think I'm gonna flunk my history test.*Sighhhhhhhhh*...Didn't have sufficient time to study for it.I really feel bad for scoring bad results.Seriously can't wait for olevels to end.I really dread secondary school life.My everyday route will be school and homework.I hope I can really be motivated to study consistently everyday till my olevel ends.My drive to motivation will be getting distinction!Therefore,I am going to start my revision now.A well detailed study plan and schedule will be up very soon.At the same time,I will triple hard for those subjects that I am weak in.I know I must sacifice alot of my leisure time but it's ok,after olevels,I will play like nobody business.

Finally I have passed my poa test!I was really glad.But i doubt that my CA1 results will be good.Expecting some red marks in my report card.
So many things happened around us everday.But this is part and pacel of our time.I have learn to accept it gradually.
There are so manythings that I want to buy!But it is just waste of money.At the same time,couldn't resist the temptation to go shopping!Since my nov holidays,I haven't been feeling happy at all.But i glad that everything is fine and i have become more cheerful and happier.Whatever happens in the future,I would let god to decide my destiny and the path that I want to head.

3 more months to o-level MT!




Sunday, February 19, 2006, 12:29 AM

I finally knock some sense now.Truly disappointed in myself.Hai...




Saturday, February 18, 2006, 10:37 PM

A total of 11 assignment to be completed this weekend.Argh..My mental stress is only up to certain limit.Thanks god,I have finished about half of it which I think is really alot.Still got MORE to go!

Today and yesterday went to catch 2 movies with friends,namely "the fog and "pink panther".All i can say these 2 movies are average only.

His msn nick truly digust me.He's just crazy and desperate for girls.I really can't stand him!F**k him!




Thursday, February 16, 2006, 5:46 PM

I guess that I have made a regretful decision.

It's coming to the end of term 1.My test results was like shit,flunk practically almost every test except for chemistry.I think I really disappoint myself.I set high targets for myself yet I failed to achieve it.Just feel so ashamed of myself.How to achieve 6 distinction for this year?Hai..hai...

I must stop talking in class
I must stay focus and attentive in class
I must stopped all my craps and nonsense
I must sleep early.(at least 8 hrs a day)
Complete all assignments in time.





Tuesday, February 14, 2006, 7:25 PM

Happy Valentine's Day to everyone!

Today it's just a normal day for me.Nothing particular special.I received a stalk of rose from my english teacher and a small chocolate from my form teacher.Well,they are just so nice.At LEAST,I got something on Valentine's Day.If not i sound real pathetic today.Another good piece of news,my principal self-declared the school half-day this thursday!Oh my,I am overjoyed!It will mean I can need not go for english remedial,study for physics test and prepare for my oral!Horray!I might not be going to school this thur as well as to macritche.




Monday, February 13, 2006, 3:44 PM

Pink - There You Go

Please don't come around talking about that you love me
Cause they looked just for me
I dont wanna hear that you adore me
And I know that all you're doing is playing your mind games
Don't you know that game is peace game
So your best bet is to be straight with me
So you say you wanna talk let's talk
If you won't talk I'll walk
Yea it's like that
I got a new man, he's waiting out back


Now what, what you think about that
Now when I say I'm through, I'm through
Basically I'm through with you
What you wanna say
Had to have it your way
Had to play games
Now you're begging me to stay

(Chorus)There you go looking pitiful
Just because I let you go
There you go talking about you want me back
But sometimes it be's like that
So there you go talking about you miss me so
That you love me so I let you go
There you go cause your lies got old
Look at you, there you go

Please don't come around talking about how you changed
How you say goodbye to what's her name
All it sounds to me like it's new game
And I, right about the time when I thought
I be better off without you
Had to get myself from around you
Cause my life was all about you
So you say you wanna talk, I don't
Say you wanna change, I won't
Yeah it's like that
Had your chance, won't take ya back now, what

What you think about that
Now when I say I'm through, I'm through
Basically I'm through with you
What you wanna say
Had to have it your way
Had to play games
Now you're begging me to stay

(Chorus)
Don't you wish you could turn the hands of time
Don't you wish you still were mine
Don't you wish I take you back
When you wish things were simple like that oh
Didn't miss a good thing 'till it's gone
But I knew it wouldn't be long 'till you came running back
Missing my love, there you go(Chorus) till fade

(Chorus) till fade

I love this song!Read the lyrics inbetween..




3:24 PM

Homework and more homework.I realise I need to work so much harder in english,chinese and science.These are my 3 weakest subjects.It's not gonna be a easy year for me.Just sincerely pray that I can pull through whatever obstacles I met.Life is so bored.

Important dates
Tue-physics remedial/valentine's day/History Re-test
Wed-free day
Thur-English remedial/Oral/Physics test
Fri-School cross country

I am still pondering whether to go for cross country.Should I skip?

What is my ans?




Saturday, February 11, 2006, 1:22 PM

Quoted from the newspaper which says "Thoughtful gestures and actions are the small pieces that fit together like a huge jigsaw that I hope is a work of love and progress;one that continues to grow and is destined never to be finished."Well,I find this sentence quite meaningful.

Next,another column which says that romance is dead.The difference between love and romance which stated " Love is a natural and complex human emotion,while romance is an inspired fabrication or construct,much like art.Like good art,it is an intangible concept."

For the full version of the article,read it in the newspaper.I find it real meaningful.4 more days to valentine's day..

<3 Shawn




Friday, February 10, 2006, 4:25 PM

Hey guys!this is my multiply website---->http://marilynn.multiply.com
Feel free to take alook.I will be putting all my photos and pictures inside it!Do keep any negative comments to yourself.

I am feeling so hungry now,wondering if there's anything to eat.Restless,frustrated,exhausted and shrugged.Once again I skipped chinese dance practise!I am no longer passionate in dancing. Simply no motivation,strength and energy to dance.In the afternoon,went up to the hall to view the release of olevel results.Sadly,I really can't imagine myself siting in the hall next yr,collecting my results.I really wonder how would i react,my feelings and emotions.Will I be the one who is smiling or crying?I really don't know.Passing is one thing and getting distinction is another thing.Anyway,good luck to those who make it.


I am always so lost.Lost in a place that I do not know where to head.

Can someone tell me how to score a distinction in all subjects?




Sunday, February 05, 2006, 11:03 PM

Happy 19th birthday to my sis!

Went to watch "I not stupid too".It was indeed a hilarious show!I can't stop myself from laughing.

SHIT UUUUUUUU!!




Thursday, February 02, 2006, 12:00 AM

Yeahh!5a won the 2nd-runner up for the superband competition!Our reward was only a small bar of chocolate.Although I know there is nothing to be happy about but at least we gained certain recognition.I really hope we can strive harder in the coming cross country.Test,test,test...homework..homework..It is driving me nuts.Cant catch up with lessons.Cant catch up with my work.Where is my determination and mental strength?