Im starting to get worry for my future. What am i going to do after i graduate from poly?
To apply for private UniSIM or to find a full-time job to gain some experience?
My sis told me nowadays the interviewers/bosses seem to look at your past working experience and lack of experience is something that will be put me to disadvantage. I've totally no idea what to do and what course to apply. After the holiday will be my final year in school. With my recent GPA result, i dont know if my chances getting into SIM is high with the economic being so bad now and so many jobless students in spore, its understandable that most students will apply to go Uni. And SIM being one of e more recognized private Uni now, no doubt the number of students will be more, i must work doubly hard to get a higher GPA so that my chances of getting in will be higher.

1 month of holiday is over,left with 6 more weeks of holiday. Will be going korea next month and i cant wait :))) Its gonna be a long getaway to really relax and play hard.

Being jobless for several months, i've been taking monthly allowance from my parents. It is not a big sum but im spending within my budget. If possible, i want to get a permanent weekend job so that i need not ask from my parents.

I got a 2 job offer next week. Not too bad, after one month of slacking;) Hope i got more job offers to keep me occupy till march.Some extra income to finance my retail therapy and shopping.

Went to chapter 2 to cut my hair ytd:) Its not a very drastic change but at least manage to cut away the excess long hair! Intend to cut shorter so that i dont need to apply lots of shampoo and conditioner to maintain my long hair, but on second thought, im still quite reluctant. I always prefer my hair to be messy and straight at e same time, e very natural feeling. Not too complicated. And my hair is fucking dry! No time to do treatment.

Im dissapointed :((I got to give my FTT a miss this coming tue! Just when i thought i was well-prepared and ready to take my ftt, i was been offered a job. It clashes with my job timing. Sigh..
I got to re-book another slot! Still intending to get my license before my birthday. Hopefully my goal is fulfilled:) Spent almost quite a sum on my practical lesson.


I was horrified when i measure my waist size ytd, i've grew fatter =(
My dad always feed me with good food and its no doubt im putting on weight.
I cant imagine what will my weight be when i return from korea.
Hopefully e food is not oily but healthy! I want to eat kimchi =))


Pictures on e next post :))

Some pictures taken 2 weeks back.

Dinner with family on 6th of feb to celebrate my sis birthday. Venue was at liang's court, no. 1 restaurant in taiwan. :) The settings and ambience were great. I'll rate e food 8/10.

Look at e cute teapot.
Taiwan specialty porridge.

Went to boat quay with bestie van and friends on 7th of feb. Apparently, it was a awesome night. :) So much fun and laughters. I wasnt drunk at all.
Come, kiss me.
Im waiting for good news!

Happy valentine's day!
Zouk was a blast ytd. :)) Though my legs was damn pain due to e hard leather flat shoes that i've wore, I still enjoyed myself.
I hope you guys have your fair share of fun.
On a side note, i need a job!!

Still couldnt find any job till now. I guess i just got to register to fate or im just plain unlucky that the economic is so bad now. Send almost 10-20 resumes for the past 2 weeks but only receive 2 calls. Its either the interview was unsuccessful, not to my liking or they have enough people. I dont want to take any job assignment that is not towards my liking or passion cause i think i will lost the motivation to work. Still left with 2 mths for my holidays, i got to find lots of stuff to occupy myself.

Meanwhile, i'll just take my driving lessons and book for as many slots as possible. FTT next month, hope to bring back good news to u guys!

Sigh, its february now. Yet, ive still not fulfil any goals in 2009. I dont want to waste my time idling around and not achieving anything. My aim is to learn yoga and get my driving licence by this year. I dont think it is a difficult task to accomplish provided whether if i want to do it.

Looking back at 2008, i was too pre-occupied with what i thought will be a beautiful ending, putting in a lot of effort and wasted my time. I was blinded. Till e extent that even till now when i recalled about the past, it pains me to think about this person when i know very clearly everything is gone. I've got to curb my feelings for him. Its terrible when e night gets dark when i got no one to turn to except myself. I want to give myself a break for one year to get over everything. Its tiring to keep thinking about it everyday when you know it is a very heavy burden in your heart that you can never seem to get rid off. Sometimes i choose to stay at home to have some peaceful and quiet moments for myself without any distraction. Confidence?faith?hope?I lost all of it.. Falling head over heels for someone is e last thing on my mind.
Whats up on V.day? It doesnt seem impt anymore.. Not now definitely.

I was watching tv just now and something stucked upon me. It take both hands to clap and if one tries so hard to pull e string and the other one is not doing anything, nothing will work out. Why not just let go and you'll eventually find another pair of hands which will be suitable for you?
I thought that was very true. I shouldnt reflect back on the past anymore and should instead choose to let go and look forward. I dont know what is holding me back , perhaps its e feelings. What's gone is gone, theres nothing for me to feel sad about.

Whenever someone gets close to me, i tend to have this fear and the constant thoughts of the opposite party wanting to hurt me. Im not implying that to all my friends. Obviously, i trust all my close friends a lot. I mean someone who is a total complete stranger to me. It is hard for me to put my trust on someone again. Its that difficult,seriously.

I hope im really really fine......

Happy birthday to my sis :)

Happy Chinese new year!
I got so many pictures to upload that i dont know where to start. This year's new year wasnt that bored as what i thought. Tagged along with alex to go visiting to his friends house. If not i'll be bored to death at home.Thanks buddy:) Angbao money also quite BIG. The highest among all the years. House visiting,clubbing and going out had drained all my energy away.

I've been eating alot and i really mean ALOT. Im very certain i've put on a few kilos during the entire week. If you notice, my arms are getting fatter and my waist area too. I could no longer fit into some shorts and my levis jeans, its getting alittle tight for me. I got to hold my breath in order to fit inside. Excerising plan is coming soon!

Jobs hunting at the moment. It seem so difficult to find a job. I dont want to rot my days at home. So boring and not productive at all. If anyone got job lobang, do inform me!
Short-term/long-term/part-time its ok :)

Alright, pictures time!

Day one:Pihan's house(the owner is nt in e pic)hahaha.
We discovered many childhood stuff at his place so we decided to cam-whored. MJ! alright, im damn lousy in playing but im still learning. :) Obviously, i lost money.

Lastly, SUPPER TIME! super sinful i know. but cant help it when you're hungry.

Day 3 was clubbing day.

Day 4 met up with BFF for ktv session. It seriously cost us a BOMB. We've concluded that we'll never step in to kbox again!

Day 5: Went for an job interview and dine at grandmum's restuarant at orchard parade hotel. Hot spicy and delicious!

Day 6:Morning breakfast dim sum with my family :)
A cantonese cuisane resturant. Its my first time trying it. The yusheng's sauce is specially made by the chef. The char siew bao taste superb.

Last stop, went to soewandi's place for steamboat. It was a great gathering :)