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Sunday, June 25, 2006, 3:02 PM

I need time and space to cool myself.
Sch reopens tomorrow yet i dont even have a sense of belonging to go back.sigh.




12:10 AM

Someone pls kill me if i cant complete my history homework.Damn it.




Saturday, June 24, 2006, 11:34 PM

Last week of holiday just ended so abruptly.
Hardly got the time to loosen myself.
Going to school is just a part and parcel of a student's life.
But why do i just dread going to school so much?
Cause there's alot of homework and assignment to do everyday.
Even during holiday,teachers dont let us off.
They give us tons of homework and say it's for our preparation for o-level.
Yes,i know is for our own benefit to do it.
But do you know,there is only 24 hours a day.
During holidays,we got to replenish our sleep for all the insufficient sleep and dark eyebags around our eyes.
I think most of us also sleep an average of 12 hours per day during holiday.After waking up or so,we will normally watch television,surf the net or listen to music.
Perhaps,once or twice a week we meet up with friends for outing or etc.
Alright,lets say for me,it takes me 4 hours to relax and enjoy whatever I want to do.
So 16 hours is wasted for my leisure time and it just 8 hrs for me to do my homework.
You mean i really sat for nearly 8 hours to do my homework?Well,i will defintely go crazy or nuts if i am under this kind of condition!
Ok,not to sound so nasty,i think i did spent 8 hrs to do my homework.
I think that was when i am really in a good mood and I'm particulary engergtic and alert that day.Whereas for other days when my mind is switch off,i will probably just do 2 to 4 hours of homework and i am off to do my own things.
I know that is so wrong to leave aside my homework and do my own things.
But i simply cant stand staying alone at home with just homeowork piling infront of me.
I just need a little motivation,mood,mindset and attutide to do my homework.
Dont ask me how i force myself to study.
When my friends start to prepare for their exam,here i am,will be someone so anxious like them to start on my revision.
My sister say olevels is not a big deal anyway.
Yes,i agree with it.
Even nowadays failing olevel is not a big thing anyway.
Cause there are so many private school in singapore.
Any courses like make-up,dance,cooking and etc can be found in singapore.
It's not as if you are going to be droom.
But of course it's a WRONG mindset to say that failing olevel is not a big deal cause every job also look at olevel certificates.
Even taxi driver and other less important jobs also look at olevels!
So people dont look down of just a piece of olevel cerficate.
Cause you will never know that cert can actually cost your life time future.
My mum was nagging at me the other day,telling me to work hard and go to the course that i desire.
I told her,i will defintely put in all my best cause i dont want to disappoint my parents.
They dont want me to go to private course because that is so expensive and even studying in a poly also need 2k for a semester.




Friday, June 23, 2006, 6:48 PM

I feel so helpless.




Sunday, June 18, 2006, 3:19 PM

3 weeks of holidays is gone!
Left with just 1 week to finish all my homework.
And i mean is really alot.
3 english comprehension WS
3 poa papers
2 chemistry papers
8 history structured-essay qns



You gave me 3 solutions(1st,2nd & 3rd) to choose.
You say it's for my own good and for the sake of my happiness.
Sorry,i choose the 3rd solution to solve all my problems.I prefer to suffer in whatever way than to gain anything in return.I do not wish to have any unnesscary problems encountered to me in the future.Whatever is over,is over.I'm sorry to say my heart is totally dead.
I will give those who truly deserve my blessing.




I'm lost of words.




12:47 AM

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Sashmi
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Garlic fried rice
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California roll
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Grilled chicken
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Fried tofu
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Green tea with red bean paste as the topping.My favourite icecream!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY<3
On the 15th june.
Went to celebrate my mum's birthday and advance father's day celebration.
Had my favourite japanese food.
The pictures above was some random pictures taken on the day.
These pictures can show how much i have enjoyed my meal.
I simply love to eat but i am just plain lazy to excerise.
Can someone please stop me from eating?
I hate the feeling when everytime i swallow large quantity of food and start to complain/grumble about how fattening the food is and how remorseful i felt after consuming the food.
Although i'm consider as acceptable weight but i just want to have my ideal weight.




Tuesday, June 13, 2006, 8:38 PM

Silent hill is a nice show!Go watch it peeps.You'll defintely love it.It's a NC16.Suddenly so many thoughts wander in my mind.My ex -primary school mate is in nyp foreign bodies.She told me about her cca and stuff and i think it's really cool.She not only learn hip-hop dance but various types of dance too.After some thoughts and consideration,i want to take up dance classes as part of my cca in school.I hope to discover my real passion one day.

Suddenly all hell broke loose,i cant think of any sophiscated words to write in my blog.

TONS of homework,assignments and EXAMS coming up and i'm yet to start my 2nd and 3rd week's homework.1st week assignment is sort of done.I feel so dead.How i wish i have 48 hours everyday to finish whatever i need to do.I presume buring midnight oil to complete my homework is my forte.

Jia you to me!Cause 4 more months to olevel and i'm FREE!I can't wait for the day to come.=)

I hope you are doing well.May god bless you.




7:36 PM

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The beautiful scenary.
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Lighting up the charcoal.
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12th of june @ east coast park.My primary school gathering!Took a few pictures only because the wind is very strong and the picture which are all taken didnt turn out well.The rest of the pictures is all with my friend.She practially took pictures with each and single person who came for the bbq.Will upload more pics soon.How nice of her.Meet up the whole group at J8.Didnt know j8 have change so much ever since i last went there with my ex-colleague.Went down to NTUC to look for all of them.I've got a hard time looking for them because all the guys are so tall and almost all of their appearance have changed!The girls are more feminine while the guys are so much more g00d-looking.Haha!I still remembered the times in my primary school days where i always hang out in j8 after school.Those are the days when i really have a hell lot of fun with my group of my friends.We would almost everyday head down to mos burger to eat ,slack and chit-chat.Well,THOSE were the days as i mentioned.After that,took a direct bus from bishan to east coast park.Inside the bus,lots of laughter and conversation among us.We've got so many things to catch up with each other.From BGR,studies,our ex-classmates and etc.Still remember we are the craziest batch of class in primary 6.We'll do lots of crazy stuff in class everyday.We won't forget TOTO CHAN TOO!Our most hated teacher cum form teacher.But we defintely miss the joy and laughter in class!
I was quiet throughout the whole bbq session.Perhaps i felt awkard for not seeing them for such a long time.I ate very little!My little means really small amount of food.I guess a piece of chicken wing,1 cheese fishball and 2 hotdogs was for my dinner.My friend was feeling bored during the bbq session so we both rent bicycles to cycle around.I didnt ride for so long so initially was riding as if i'm going to met with an accident but thankfully i manage to keep up with my momentum and continue to ride on.The scenary and the atmosphere is so nice as i cycle around the park.Next,pool session time!Played 1 round of pool with my classmate.My skills deproved alot!He trashed me!Arghh..I thought of tonning yesterday but my dad did not allow me too.So irritating.It's just a one year once gathering.What is the big deal?

I miss ats-6g 2001 people!YOU ROCKS!




Sunday, June 11, 2006, 12:53 AM

This song is so nice!Anyone who want this song can ask me to send to them through msn.=)

From The Heart lyrics
Artist - Notting Hill soundtrack
Album - Notting Hill
Lyrics - From The Heart


I know you've heard these words a hundred other times before
And you've been hurt and so your heart has chose to close the door
Love brook your heart and brought you lies
Look in my eyes
You'll see a love that's deep and true
Tender and strong and all for you
You can trust this love
Honest, that's the honest truth

From the heart
I'm giving you everything, everything
From the heart
I promise you that I'll be there
I'll be there to love you
From the soul
I'm showing you all I feel, all I feel is
From the heart, from the heart

I will protect you and respect you and be all you need
And when you reach for love you'll only need to reach for me
These arms will never let you down
They're staying around
I'll walk with you through every storm
I'll keep you safe, I'll keep you warm
And you'll have no doubt
You're the one I'm living for


From the heart (from the heart baby)
I'm giving you everything (oh) everything (giving you everything)
From the heart (my heart)
I promise you that I'll be there (I'll be there for you)
I'll be there to love you
From the soul I'm showing you all I feel, all I feel (I'm showing you)
All I feel (all I feel) is From the heart, from the heart (from the heart)


I'll provide the love you need
Just trust my touch
Believe in me
I'll never make you cry
Givin' all I got with all I got inside

From the heart
I'm giving you everything, everything (giving you everything)
From the heart (from my heart)
I promise you that I'll be there (I'll be there to love you, love you, ooh)
I'll be there to love you (ohh)
From the soul (my soul)
I'm showing you all I feel (all I feel) all I feel (all I feel) is
From the heart (the heart) from the heart

Ooh, from the heart, from the heart..




Thursday, June 08, 2006, 9:27 PM

I'm so tired from all the remedial everyday from from 8am to 5pm.It totally dreads me and i really detest going to school alot.The thought of doing excessive worksheets and test really drive me crazy.Mid-year and prelims are not over yet and i've no mood to relax or enjoy my holiday.My big o's is even more a heavy burden for me.How i wish i can chill out with my friends in town or do a nice manicure.My eyes is closing soon.Been facing the computer from 7pm till now.Gonna log off soon.This whole week have been indulging in alot of unhealthy food which cause me to feel even more guilty of gaining the extra kilos.I wont even dare to weigh my weight for fearing i have gain weight.Nevertheless,not to worry cause my weighing scale is spolit!My most delicious meal is the candian pizza which mdm boey had ordered for the whole class!It taste slightly better than pizza hut but i still love modesto pizza.Haha.

These few days alot of things have happened.Sometimes i really wondered is there any problem with I& my group of friends?Yesterday's incident really cause my friend to be unhappy.I really dont want to mention here.

9th of june.Is it a special day?nope,i dont know.I pray to god that this person is safe & sound.




Thursday, June 01, 2006, 10:20 PM

I'm afraid i will put put on a few kg!Cos i've indulge on fried food and roti john!!I soo guilty now.