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Wednesday, August 30, 2006, 7:32 PM

SHE does not care about him anymore.




6:52 PM

It is raining so heavily now!Didnt go back to school for night classes these 3 days simply because i was too BUSY.I simply screwed up my practical exam on monday.Super demoralise by the result that i got for my chemistry practical.Mr tan was extremely furious in us for writing stupid answer on our scripts.The whole class got a big lecture from him and we were make to memorise the whole chemistry practical notes(Q.A analysis) and a test was given today.Thankfully,i score 50 out of 54 marks.A similar test will be given to us to make us memorise this table again!How boring can it sounds right?Chemistry is a subject that requires lots of memorising and facts.1 more week to prelims~


On the other hand,my left eye is swollen.But heck cause i still went to school.I really did scare off my friends as they were terrified by my swollen eye.Today was really a bad day for me,having to use only an eye to see the whiteboard,do my assignment and walk around the school compound.I pray real hard that tomorrow my left eye will recover cause i need to go out real badly.Couldnt afford to go out with my swollen eye which scare some passerby.Two composition have to be submitted by tomorrow and i'm too lazy to get started off.


Teachers' celebration and girls' outing tomorrow!=)




Saturday, August 26, 2006, 5:55 PM

In life,we will defintely meet someone who once make a very big impact in our life.Yes,i met this person but i make a wrong judgement.His icon appear in my msn list today.I was feeling a mixture of hurt,angry and hatred towards him.Why should i react in such a way?For the past 6 months,i live in a world that there is only me and him.I felt so foolish all this while but his presense/appearance and his everything,i cant be bother anymore!He's worst than any of my guys friends.I know i told myself to stop mentioning about him but somehow somewhere i knew and believe he is fine and happy with his life.Though i have forgotten about him,the memories still lingers in my mind.Wtf.I'm not weak.

Dont ask me how to fall in love.
Cos' i have forgotten the first day i saw you.




Friday, August 25, 2006, 8:18 PM

So much so for this whole week.It have been a really hectic week for me as I'm staying back everyday for classes and today is the only day I have no lesson.Starting from next week,I will be staying back in school everyday from 6pm to 9pm to do self-study.I thought it was a wonderful idea to study in school consider all the distraction at home like my tv,hp and computer which will not allow me to concentrate.Thanks to those 4A students who bought up this idea of staying in school but this means i need to have my dinner outside and extra pocket money will be needed.Might not be blogging so often.I will be mugging hard everyday and I'll make sure every seconds,minutes & hours is not wasted.It is 2 more weeks to my prelim exams!I am so nervous.Seriously,regretted not putting in EXTRA more effort in my MT cause i have to retake and homework is given.It will means having additional homework for MT and i have to distribute my time such that i have equal time spent for all subjects.After my prelim comes my olevel practical exam and my big o's.ARGH.A lot of people have been asking me to mug hard and so on,well,now it is whether i want to commit on my studies anot.Getting to a poly should not be a problem but i'm afraid that my pts will not allow me to get to the desire course that i wants.This 2 mths is like so crucial to me cause i am just left with just this 2 months to CLEAR all my doubts for every subjects.I'm super worried for my studies now and seeing how weiling work so hard now.I'm so inspire to be like her.She's like my motivator come tutor.Like somehow wish i can just put in abit or alot more effort in my studies.I know i did study for my work but it is defintely not enough.English and science is my main concern now cause english is defintely not a easy subject to pass and i am so gonna work for it.Whereas for science,my physics is getting weaker& weaker.I seriously need help in this subject.Chemistry use to be 1 of the subject i'm good in but my marks dropped tremendously.GOD.save me please.
Just say you gonna help me!
No people are stupid in this world,it is only lazy people!
So people,start studying now!It is never too late.

School is fine.Have been talking lame stuff and gossiping with my close friends.They certainly makes my day.




TUESDAY
It was my olevel eng oral exam.I did fairly alright.My reading was somehow alright,injecting expression and etc.I guess i've did my best.The picture and oral was something about colleage and i thought that the converstation topic will be something related in school.But my assumption was totally wrong.
Questions asked were:
Tell me about a time when you was given a surprise.
Do you think people like surprises?
Do you think a high authority should be someone friendly or relax?
The qns was not too difficult but the pictures was somewhat i did not expected.I felt that i should have speak more in my pictures.



WEDNESDAY
Maths remedial.We have fleas,nuts and raisins!It was sweet and tasty.I simply love it.Most of all,i LOVE maths.

I admit that this year wasn't a good year for me judging from so many circumstances.I guess i really manage to pick myself up and walk through this darkness.It was defintely not easy because this matter have been affecting me emotionally and mentally which really cause a disruption in my life for these past 6 months.My hair is in such a state that it is thick.
Just wondering whether to dye/highlight/cut/rebond/curl/perm my hair?I am so eager to have a whole new look after my o's.Want to buy more pants & accessories.A picnic and a outing in east coast!Train on my ice-skating.Improve on my make-up skills.




Sunday, August 20, 2006, 9:25 PM

I'm currently playing 'qi li xiang" on my playlist now.Well,this song bought back alot of memories because I have a crush on this guy two years ago when i was listening to this song.Nevertheless, we were not together.He was busy with his stuff and I was busy with my studies.But i knew he was not the guy i like the most.Anyway,that was the past.

Some random posts...
Some updates of last week...
I re-take my nafa for standing broad jump because it was way below my standard!Argh..My legs was aching like hell the next day.I've problems climbing up the stairs,sitting and etc.Thanks god,i'm fine now.If not it will be disrupting my daily activities.Few days back,my class was having oral practise and there came this topic where ms lim asked the class:"How will you control a 5-year-old?".The first thing then came across jia lei's mind was she said that i'm actually those very soft-hearted person who will let my child climb over my head!I was defintely furious but i knew she does not have any ill intention.Next,I reply her and said: "Ya,perhaps..I'm sort of those very flexible person.In future,i will allow my child to do he/she wants,provided that it is something relevant and useful."Well,she just burst out laughing and say she will scold her children "FUCK" next time.Ya,you can see how violent she is.YES,It is another way of disciplining the child but if by scolding vulgarities at the child when he/she doesnt listen,it does not make any sense at all.


I'm starting to pick myself up.I guess i'm loving my life and i'm loving the way I am now.




Saturday, August 19, 2006, 8:53 PM

Argh..
Had mac for dinner which is so unhealthy.
Dad will be away for 4 days because of some projects going on.
Have to be alone at home for today and tomorrow.
How boring is it?
I got tons of homework to complete and prepare for my tests,exams and oral exam which is this coming tuesday(22nd of august).Wish me good luck.
Recently so many things have happened.
I dont want to care about it anymore.
My gastric is killing me now.




Sunday, August 13, 2006, 8:04 PM

After much consideration,i've still decided to retake my olevel MT.I know it is a total waste of time but i really want to score a A2 this time.Now,i got to prioritise my time for all subjects.My condition now is i'm so not prepared for my prelims and olevels.I still got alot of questions left not asked so maybe i have to stayback everyday and put twice as much effort in my work.I couldnt afford to waste my time to slack and laze at home.Wish me good luck.



I miss guan nam.




Saturday, August 12, 2006, 3:46 PM





























































That was my delicious dinner with my family on National day.It is kind of a small portion but it is defintely tasty and healthy.




3:23 PM

Sometimes when you think that your world is crushing down on you,there's actually a bunch of friends who really cares for you.



Move on..
Life is full of obstacles..
It is how you face and learn to pick yourself up.



If you're happy with your life,I'm also happy for you.

Today is the last day of fireworks at esplanade.Sad to say,weiling fall sick,she is having a high fever now.So the outing is cancel.Poor me have to stay at home to complete all my homework.I am stress about my love and studies.So SICK.




Friday, August 11, 2006, 6:21 PM

More pics to be uploaded.
Today is the release of Olevel MT result.
Argh.Just as I expected,i got a B4.I knew i i will get either a b3 or b4.Seriously,quite disappointed with it cause i work rather hard and i aim to get at least a b3.Whatever it is,i am still pounding whether to retake anot as i'm still weak in other subjects.I've got to work really really hard for my olevel.

I'm dead beat.




Wednesday, August 09, 2006, 3:17 PM

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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO WEILING!