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Sunday, April 03, 2005, 4:17 PM

I am just dread tired of living in this world.Going to school everyday.Doing the same thing.Cant i just relax myself?Well,dont know what makes me feel so agitated to say all this.Next week, I will staying back in school everyday for intensive training.The next week after will be my SYF competition.I was damn elated yesterday when my instructor told my back row that we have improve greatly.I hoped that after all the hardwork and sweat,we will defintely put in our best to achieve the gold that we have been longing to get.I was watching the Palm of RuLai yesterday.The character "Jiabao'(cant remember his name)really caught my attention!He is charming ok.No joking.From side view,abit look like toro.*OMG*I was charm by his looks.HAha.Intially, I was quite shocked about the story because I have not watch that show for quite a long time.I though Xuehua was deeply in love with duanfei (they are an item)but to my amazement she actually fell for jiabao. I remember the first few espiode I watch,she actually have a love at first sight for duanfei.She took great pains just to be with him.They separated for a short period of time because duanfei went to look for her younger sister who is disfigured.I thought their love for each other will be stronger than ever.But after duanfei came back to the village,she actually have no feelings for him at all and even find him stupid and irritating.Her feelings have totally fade away for him.From this show,i realise that love can actually make a couple love each other deeply and end it so suddenly just because 1 party have no feelings anymore.I feel quite sad for duanfei and feel sympathy for him.I realise that sometimes you actually thought that you have find your 'better half'(so called true love) but after been so long with each other,you will actually grow sick to be with him.I really fear that one day my love life will happened like in this story.