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Monday, May 09, 2005, 5:16 PM

What a bad mid-year exam for me.I totally dont have the urge to study,all my mind was playing.I am so slack for my this mid-year.But all of you would say "Come on it's just a mid-year,it wont be counted in your nlevel".Ya,it is true.But to me it is very important,it reflects how well or adequate have I prepared for my mid-year.I cant believe that I actually cant finish all my revision.Studying for all the subject the day before the exam starts except for Social Studies when i started two or three weeks ahead.I think I will done quite badly for this mid-year.I am thinking of strategies to motivate myself.While,I really cant think of any.Worst of all,today is my first time I cant concentrate for my SS paper.My mind was drifted somewhere.I though Northern Ireland wont be coming as source-based questions.I was DAMN shocked.Well, basically I have read up on that topic but I never memorise any facts.Well,well,well,I seriously think that I wont do well.*Sigh*mentally and physically STRESS.I hoped by Prelims I have fully waken up and achieve those grades which I have set for myself.I am gonna study 2 months ahead,which means I need to sacrifices alot alot of my leisure time.What to do?Studying is the most CRUEL reality in this world.I really dread studying.How I wish I have a computer chip inserted to my brains and I could just write out all my answer.Nevertheless, I dont want to disappoint everyone.The next few days,I will just do all my best for other subjects.Good Luck to me.