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Wednesday, June 08, 2005, 6:41 PM

What a day.Raining heavily in the morning.Have 1 hour of poa lesson.History remedial was cancelled.It really irritates me as I make the effort to go back home and come out again for this remedial.Well,serve me right.My instinct told me to skip this remedial, but I wanted to be a good girl so I went back to school.Waste my time travelling to school.Well, I dont know is it a excuse for me not to like any guys.I seems to be prejudice against guys.I can be in a relationship anytime,the problem just lies in ME.(not saying I can anyhow find 1 guy).Am i fussy?Or is it my expectations for guys is too high?I have been frantically searching for my significant half but I cant seems to find anyone which foot my criteria.Till recently I have decided to lower my expectations and to follow my feelings when I saw any guys that I like.But after much struggle, I still cant bring myself to like any guys because "He"(not saying some) was below my expectations.I try not to judge his looks,his attutitde, his stingyness and his character.I even tolerate all of this above and try to accept it.But still I cant delude myself.His attutide?Seems so rude nowadays.He is famous for being stingy.Do you know i hate most about guys?Being STINGY.If you are stingy,you can drop the idea of going out.His looks?The boy-next-door,typical guy.His character?Very easily bored.You tell me,can I accept this type of guy?FAR FROM MY EXPECATATIONS.Yes, I have tolerate enough.End of it.I never never want to see him again.