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Friday, July 01, 2005, 9:12 PM

I want a life.
I want to be profficient in english.
I hate to stayback in school.
I want to graduate from secondary school.
I want to be a perfectionist.

I was kind of disappointed for being called to go for the EXTENDED english more programme which means for the first hour the whole class will be attending the lesson from 2.30-4.00pm but for the next 1 and a half hour,only those we failed needs to attend the extend english more programme.I know I passed my english but that was only a borderline mark.I dont want why I was being called to go for in.I still remember clearly only 3 people passed the English Paper 2 during mid-year and after adding both the paper 1 and 2 marks,how could it be that at least 30 students passed their english with just a borderline mark and was not being called?I know more than half the class flunk their english and was even been called for the extended more programme.Teacher only select 10 students from our class.How could that be?I feel that I should not be in the list as I feel that others really need this remedial more than me.Why me?Why?Why?I feel that my life hasn't been smooth-sailing.I believe that my teacher have a reason for putting me and I respect her choice.I shall not bear any grudes about this.My chinese dance teacher was giving me this stupid face when I told her I wasnt going to perform in PS.She says:"Mei you guan xi,wo yi jin pan hao tua xing le".So?Tell me for what?Ya.She will think that I am my friends was being ungrateful,only think about ourselves and not for others.I can confirm that was what she is thinking.But come to think of it,we try to put ourselves into her shoes and try to accomodate her.Have she ever spare a thought for us?No matter how good we danced,she always shoot us with a negative comment.Never once she praised chinese dance even when we got the Gold with honours award.She will only say something to demoralise us.Even during chinese lessons.I really hated her from the bottom of my heart.
Ya.the past weekend I will going jogging.Yup.That must be done.