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Thursday, August 25, 2005, 5:28 PM

Got back some of my prelim results.Dont be so shock upon hearing it.I am just so so so disappointed as well as miserable.It's just a big big blow to me.Nonetheless,it is still very far away for my expectations.I set very high expectations for myself.I still swear to myself that I will defintely do much more better than my mid-year exam but sadly I fail to do so.I just improved abit.
Here are some of my overview results.Although it is kind of embarrassing but....*sigh*
English-56(C5)[Expected to get this grade because I isnt good in this subject]
Maths-60(b4)[Totally not the grade that I want.I make lots of careless mistake in Paper 1 but i manage to score quite well for paper 2.Expected to get A1.Will worked very hard for nlevel.**
Science-51(C6)[I flunk my physics but luckily my chemistry manage to pull my grades up](Dont expect to fail physics)
Poa-56(I was so worried about my mum that I cant sleep the whole night.It affected my performance during exam.Can either get a b3 or b4.But i hope to get A1..But I am not pushing the blame to my mum.
From my results...
I can either conclude that I didnt prepare sufficiently for my exam or my study method was wrong.Perhaps I didnt fully understand the topic well.

Overall marks(Best 3 subjects and a pass in language).....
Still not sure yet as I havent know the total marks for my humanities and chinese but I can be very sure that it is over 10 points although I passed my language.If you ask me whether I am scared,worried or frightened that I will fail my n-level.I will answer you.Yes,I am.But what can I do?The higher I expect to get good grades for that particular subject, I normally wont perform exceptionally well. The higher I expect the more easily I failed.Whatever.Is either I can promote OR proceed to ite.My future lies in this exam.Wish me good luck and all my obasan sisters& not forgetting hairless*Sigh********

He rang me up just now but what he told me,I just couldnt believe my ears.I thought he was joking but when I found out the truth I realise that this wasn't a joking matter.Even if I tell anyone,they defintely wont believe me.I dont know how am I supposed to react upon receiving this news.Tell me what should I do?After 2 years ........then i realise it.Was it too late for him to say now?I am having emotional shock at this moment....Help me....*Sigh*