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Thursday, March 23, 2006, 6:50 PM

My targets for the coming mid-year exam!As follows...
English-B4
Mathematics-A1
Chinese-C6
Combined Science-A2
Combined humanities-C6
Poa-A1
L1R4=14pts,L1R5-20pts
Oh gosh,can't imagine how much hard work and effort i have to put in order to achieve this result!Teacher ask us to set this target based on our Ca1 results,so i guess this targets are realistic.I was having a heart to heart chat with my tution teacher.She told me i can try the 3 mths JC admission if i want to taste life in jc.I thought this decision was not a bad idea.But if i would have to go for the admission which means i have got no holiday!I sat down and have a serious thought of which course to take,which school to go to;but i cant seem to make a decision.Right now,I have to make a drastic change in my methods towards studies!I defintely have to obtain a A2 for my MT chinese!i cant afford to retake as i didn;t want to waste my time and effort to study the same subject again since i was given the choice to take the paper earlier.I know i can pass my chinese but it will be grades ranging from C5-c6 which is so unacceptable for me.

Coming to sec 5,so many great changes among my friends.I believe people do change.Change to become bad or good?I don't know.2 weeks ago,I heard my hp vibrating,someone had msg me.I click on my hp button and to my amazement it was him him him!I don't know whether to feel happy or sad.I was elated,jubliant..anything related to happy that can describe my feelings for that moment.I thought i should hate him for all the conflict we had in the past.I thought he will not msg me anymore since i never regard him as my friend from that day onwards.I hesitate for a moment whether to reply his msg,i thought it was foolish and stupid to reply him back.I did not want to reply him as i didnt see the point to remain friends with him.But still,i reply him.He ask me how I was and etc.I told him i was fine.He also realise something but he didnt seem to care.After that day,i didnt want to bother him anymore cause i thought he will change for the better.But since,after few days of smsing and stuff,i realise he didnt change at all for the past 2-3 months.He's still the same old guy which i met the very first day.The guy who flirts around,club very often,not serious in his work,no goals and aims in life.All in all,he's just a useless guy.The first day i saw him,he caught my attention,he just have this charisma which attracts me.I can just feel the strong chemistry between us.Like i say,i dont have crush on guys or fall for someone easily.Till today,i still have this clear picture on this scene.He's living his own life now.I hope he change for the better,for the sake of himself and for others.What else can i say?i only can pray to god hoping he is fine everyday.(Don't be mistaken,i dont like him anymore.)