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Friday, April 21, 2006, 10:06 PM

Dishearted.=(

Congrats to my class runners.They have done us proud!Well done.
We were united as a whole today.
Many people label us as the 'communist class'.
Whatever it is,quite irritated after hearing it cause I think they are poking fun of us althought i know it is not meant to offend us.
The flesh inside my mouth hurts terribly.
I'm in great pain now and could barely speak properly or chew on soft food.
Wearing braces is really such a terrible thing.I have been enduring the pain from morning till now.The metal thing keep rubbing against my flesh which cause great intense pain when i speak,shout or when i chew on my food.This morning was quite terrible.I've to endure the pain after every cheer.
Now sport's day have over.It's time to mug hard for mid-year and o's.To be in 5a is so stressful,I have to compete with so many top students.The stress,pressure and expectations is there.Teachers expectations,parents expectations,MY expectations.Everyone is so competitive,always constantly compete who's better in every subject.Obviously,there are others who are much much more better than me.I feel so inferior when others can do so much better than me.

Totally no confidence to get a A2 in MT.
Got back all my chinese weekly test marks,pass almost all of the tests but the marks is just borderline.My standard might be a B4 only.
Demoralise.=(
Well,nevermind.I told myself to give my best if my result is not up to what i've want.I will retake even if it takes up my own free time.

1 of the ex-wdl msg me to say my class cheer was great.thanks anyway.u make my day!glad that u appreciate.