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Saturday, May 06, 2006, 4:57 PM

Taken my medicine a few hours ago.Feeling so drowsy now.I got to study real hard for science mock test now.But can someone keep me awake?I feel like falling asleep now.I'm so gonna burn midnight oil tonight.Everyone is working so hard and i can't seem to concentrate to study because my mind is so shugged.I'm having a rough patch now,trying to forget every single bit of the past,the unhappiness,the days when i keep all my pain in silence.Indeed,I have met someone who taught me how to stand on my feet again and he change me to become a better person(maybe or maybe not?) .Without this person,I will never regain my confidence and my self-esteem.He's my good friend come confiner.I am truly grateful to him because he's willing to listen to all my problems and he's also a good councellor to my friends.But i can't help feeling guilty that i really owe him alot.


Yesterday night was with my ma girls(yufang,sandy angie).It's hard to find one day where we can meet up together as a group for a outing.Sandy looks fine,glad that she's happy with what she have now.We headed to far east plaza to do some shopping.All of them bought some stuff except me:(..haha..cause there's nothing to my liking.Saw 1 half denim jacket which cost $43,wanted to buy it but it's a waste of money if i dont wear it often.I want to find a nice pants!And i want my mp3!!i will get it if i do well in my mid-year.Someone is going to buy for me,so i'm going to work real hard for it.Don't know if i can?Lack of confidence,concentration and everything.Headed to lao par sar again!Ordered almost the same food.Stingray is still my favourite.I want to go down again after my olevels.Sigh.FIVE more months and that's the end of my secondary school life.Anyway,we took many RETARDED pictures.hahah..yufang will post it in her blog.

My morale is damn damn damn low today.What can i do?still got to study later.


What can i do to make myself happy?