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Friday, September 01, 2006, 11:41 AM

Oh gosh,my left eye is still abit swell.Feel so depressed for the last two days particularly because of my eye.Currently very in love with this korea drama called "My Lovely Samsoon".It's story plot is very much similar to what i had encountered before.Everytime when i watch this drama,memories came assailing me which left me breathless.I wish the person who is hurting me was not him.Well,the story goes like this..The lead actor have a agreement with the girl that they will try to be steady gf and bf and if either one who broke this pact will have to pay 50 million won.The guy treated her as if she was the happiest woman on the earth and initially the girl didnt have any feelings for him.It was his actions,promises and words that he have said to her make her feel so touched and secured.She thought that she had meet her MR RIGHT and she love him more and more each day.Therefore,she confessed to him one day and say "i think i have fallen for you.If you leave,you'll regret".But the guy left proceeding to the hotel where his ex-gf live.After many talking and explaination,he finally patch things up with his ex-gf.A few days have passed but the guy failed to return back to his workplace.The girl waited and waited,send many msgs to tell him how much she miss him and she was really very worried about him.The most heartbreaking news was she saw it in her own eyes that he was with his ex-gf.From that moment,she felt like thousand of needles poking in her heart.She gave a good lecture and scolded him for hurting her heart and giving her all those empty promises like she cant talk to any guys and even promise to climb the mountain with her.He was speechless and said he really wanted to climb the mountain.But those were empty promises,he was contradicating himself.Nevertheless,I hated that guy character in the role.Fucking bastard.Totally a turned off to me.Perhaps,i was too agitated while watching that drama.Considering the fact that the girl had previously been hurt very deeply by her ex-bf.How could she accept another huge blow again?Have guys ever spare a thought for girls?I don't know.I am in dilemma.


I know my friends have been falling out of love these days and is having a rough patch.I knew this period is going to be tough.I've experience it and i knew very very exactly how it feels.I want to tell you that even if you lose someone you once very deeply in love be it he ditch you,hurt you so deeply,life still goes on.You must not have the phobia in stepping into a r/s again.You must look forward in life and dont ever turn back again.Those hurtful and sad memories have to be put behind.Sweet memories is meant to be kept only.


P.S Knowing that you still feel hurt and miserable about him.I really dont know how to help you