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Thursday, May 03, 2007, 10:08 PM

Arghh..Today is science module.I was like so lost in class cause i just could not comprehend what the question is asking.Blame me for not being attentive in class cause my mind was totally shut off when i knew that there would be a science lesson.Basically my whole day was struggling to figure out how the box move and etc.So far my grades are fairly alright.Obtaining several Bs and a few Cs.I only got an A for my communication module.The problem with me is i just couldnt speak out enthusiastly in front of my classmate.I just tend to stumble on words and appear to be so shy.I knew that wasnt me at all cause when i was with my bunch of my friends,i can speak quite fluently and expressing my thoughts so well.So when i read up about my faciliators comment on me being shy and i should speak up more in class.I was like...wad the..that is totally not me!Arghhh..guess i should just be more pro-active during class presentation.Alright.I choose my IG as modern dance but sad to say i failed to turn up for the audition.ZZZ..Like what e hell.I feel so reluctant to go cause i was plain lazy and none of my friends are joining this IG.Well,nvm.I will try to see what can i do.

Simply miss my sec sch frens so much.Wdl 5a'06 rocks!!
I use to loathe the days when i was in sec 5 when i have to mug hard for olevels.Teachers were driving us crazy with homework and assignment to be submitted every week.So sec '5'life was all about mugging.Reminiscing back e past,every now and then,i would be experiencing my ups and downs because of my on-off r/s with my ex.That sounds so stupid come to think about it.Till today,i cant believe i score 20+pts for my o's.That was like so unexpected.Everyone expect me to do so much better.You guys defintely know what is e cause of it.Needless for me to elaborate.I dont regret every decision that i make.Be it the present or past.I choose to be with him in the first place then i should bear all the consequences.Of course he did many things wrong and even beg for my forgiveness till today.But i did not reply any of his msg.

I still regard my prince charming as someone impt.

It's fun to catch up with yr sec sch mates about yr life and etc.I & weiling was chatting on msn and we just got so many things to bitch about.We chat about everything under e sun.About guys,studies,ppl and our surrounding.We realise that people do change or should i say some do not change at all.After experiencing a few r/s with some guys,come to think of it,i think i probably learn something.I learn to forgive and forget and it doesnt matter to me whether the guy likes me anot.As long he's happy and i'm fine with it.Sounds like some chl 8 drama.=x..oppss..It's not easy to find someone you really really love and who love you in return.This is what i strongly believe it.I always envy some couples on street who can actually get together to become an item.It just so happen that the guy i like normally runs away with another girl or come back to me.Or the person who likes me is not e one that i like.I'm not rush to find a bf cause i thinks that being single isnt that bad after all.=)

PEACE.