Yes,i am home on a sat afternoon.
Simply e reason was i was told not to work.
Not a good thing actually.
I dont want to make any further conclusion but i got to make my own plans.
Since i didnt make a good impression there,no point trying hard to salvage the whole problem.
Cause people will still look at me with e thought that their assumption was correct.
I'll leave for good.

A mixture of feelings building inside me.
I dont know how long will it last but I hope everything I do, people will understand me one day.
I know sometimes keeping quiet will not solve the whole situation.
Give me time.
I choose to keep quiet not because i dont bother,dont fight for my rights,explaining my logic and reasoning to let people know.
Cause no matter how many times i explained, they will still think they're right.
I cant please both parties so i can only choose to keep quiet and do my best,hopefully one day someone will understand.

First week of school was alright. All my UTs grades are horrible.A predicted module grade of C+ for each module overall.My dad is going to scream his lungs out at me if im going to get 2. something GPA again.
Getting a 3.0 seem so difficult.Provided i can score really well for my UTs.
BIG SIGH.
I wanna go SIM to further my studies.
I dont have any CCA in sch to back up my overall performance in sch.
So i can only use my grades to apply for SIM.

Sometimes i wish to do the things i want but....
sigh.