This whole week was school but im always glad that i have a bunch of friends who make me smile and laugh. Theres not one moment of time when i will feel bored with them. Its just e company that brightens up my day. :)
Woke up late this afternoon ard 12 plus and i was texting vanessa that i could not make it for e tanning outing with her friend.
I felt quite sorry especially im always looking forward for such outing and because i was pretty down and i know staying at home makes me more emo.
I just feel that i should just stay at home for a day to rest to sort out my thoughts.
To ask myself what i really want in life now.
Why am i wasting my time crying over stupid stuffs over & over again?
I just have to stand firm with my decision,be independant and be STRONG.
I hate myself for being so weak in r/s.
Its always r/s thats killing me inside out.
So much that i dont want to bother yet it just appear in my mind.
I can give advices to my friends and stuff yet i cant do anything for myself.
Waking up in e afternoon with swollen eyes, e feeling sucks to e core.
Just dont feel like going out,dont feel like talking to anyone.

Being independant means im already winning half e battle.
Hanging in e past doesnt helps me instead it kills me even more.
im not going to put in so much effort again for the next 5 -10 yrs.
im not going to let e slightest things to affect me,not anymore...
its over and i not going to blog about this ever again.
ppl will see me with a more happier post i promise
:)


My PP is finally approved and im going to start on my poster soon.


Below are some pictures.
These pictures are taken through a glass panel which showed two reflected piece of art.