People's mood and feelings change.
I guess mine too.
Its hard for me to find the courage inside me again.
Let it be.
I know i can never change the fact the way things are now.

I might be aware that friends are reading my blog but it seem like it always lead to misunderstanding and misinterpretation.
If you've know me well enough, you wouldn't have said such things.
Tired & sick of explaining.
I dont want to step into a complicated situation anymore.
Trying to salvage a problem which seem so hard.

Im affected but i guess i'll be alright after a few days.

Sometimes when things change, you just got to adapt to it.

Something to keep me happy for the whole day that is i passed my PP! I feel so sleepy and i didnt sleep well last night.

Jakarta's trip will be cancelled due to some reasons. I dont want to rot at home for 3 weeks during holidays. I want to be productive and stop wasting my time to go out! Occasional clubbing and pubbing will be alright but excerising is my top priority. So far, i havent been clubbing for these few weeks just to be a goody-good girl. Nah, not much of the mood or the energy to club. Clubbing mood will resume next month.

I cant seem to smile now.