Took this from a blog and I find it very meaningful.

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they go right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart, so that better things can fall together."

There is always a no wrong or right answer when things doesnt goes e way you want it to happen.
When you fall hard, you learn to stand up.
I am glad that I've become so much stronger.

Finally a proper update =D

My laptop is back in piece!
Im happy about it.

Pictures for 3 weeks ago :) Alright, I know its like damn long ago cos as you can see, im rather lazy to blog!
Sg flyer , Museum and clubbing.
The rest are all up at fb :)


2 weeks of holiday is here! I want to be productive. :)
It will be all about driving + fyp.

Using school's loan laptop to blog now :(

My laptop is not exactly in a bad state but it cant seem to charge and the wire is loose somewhere.

I just want to get it fix and repair asap.

Cant do codings for the moment cause its impossible to do in e sch's loan laptop.

And carrying an equivalent weight of 2.5kg loan laptop is killing me instantly.

Why must my laptop die of me during my importat UT wk?

Oh man.

Words cant expressed how I feel.

I simply cant live without my laptop just for a day.

It is just part and parcel of my life already.

My laptop entertains me when I am always bored, my source of entertainer.

Now its actually not charging!

Gonna be a busy day tmr! Travelling down to jurong to fix my lappy before I go for my driving.

Many overdue pictures yet to upload.

Sg flyer & spore museum.

FYP is all about codings.I realised there is really so many things for me to revise and to apply on my FYP. Feel so dead and my laptop is in a poor state which makes me even more frustrated. Cant do anything and cant practise at all. I hope im not lagging behind because I really want to do my part and contribute as a team.

On the other hand, I am half looking forward to e 2 weeks holiday because its gonna be a mass clubbing session with peeps! And not to forget it is going to be more codings over e two weeks and more driving lessons.

2 UTs this week and I hope im fully prepared for it :)

Life is indeed very fragile.
It made me realise that I got to cherish my loved ones and people who are e dearest to me.
It taught me not to take things for granted but to spent every single minutes with people whom I loved.

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Even as friends, we fought and argued. When can this put to an end?
I sat down and think properly, all e while I have been cherishing the wrong person. I neglected people who cares for me and who wants to see the happier side of me.
Nothing can bring me down from today onwards, not even your existence.

I learn to protect myself from being hurt and I wont ever pin high hopes on anyone.
You threw me into the ocean and I got to struggle with all my strength to reach e shore.

The feeling of being helpless sucks like totally.
I swear I dont want to see myself in this state anymore.

You know its e end of everything and you dont expect anything in return from e person, but e emotionally & physically hurt traps inside you which affects
your daily life. Yet the person treated yesterday just like a past and you can only grieve in pain for the past 9 months.

It sucks seriously.

I love driving! I need to pass my FTT next mth! *pray hard for me* :)
Its a must for me to pass before I take my TP.
ARGHHHHHHHH

Day 4-Daegu (:(:

American breakfast style.

Took some pictures at this magnificent scenary! Unforgettable place.

Next stop was at Bulguksa Temple. Went to pray my studies, health and my driving license.

Last destination at daegu :) Visit to the Wine tunnel. The temperate inside the tunnel is around 15-16 degree Celsius. All the wines are made from persimmons. A very special taste and we got a free sample to try :) It tastes really sweet not really suitable for wine-lovers.

Unfortunately due to some circumstances, my flight didnt land at Jeju island as planned. We wasted 3-4 hours at the airport to travel back to our original hotel at daegu and we had our very late dinner + supper before we turned in to bed. I was dead tired at the end of the day.

Dinner :)

No matter how difficult is it to pass a day, I still tell myself that tomorrow will be a better day.
:)

Im mentally drained after one whole week of school+ FYP. Good thing there is long weekends(Friday, Saturday and Sunday) for me to replenish my energy. Weekends was great. No more late-night party. But im really missing night life. Those stress free days when I step into phuture and dance like nobody's business and not to worry that theres sch the next day.But right now, I should get my focus right! Though I really dread FYP but I still got to love it.

Weekends was outing with family and swimming with friends :) Healthy lifestyle. I hope to swim weekly and get back in shape. I must admit that I've cut down alot of oily and fatty food and eat a balance of 2 meals per day. Watching my diet very closely cause I dont want to turn out to become some fat pig.HAHAA.sounds abit exaggerating but as your age is catching up, you will put on weight more easily. So I need to cultivate a habit to excerise weekly!

Im mentally and physically dreaded for this whole episode of 6 months, I admit that I don't feel appreciated at all. We learn to give and take but its really pointless for me to give anything when I dont receive anything in return.
The problem still exists time after time. Going our separate ways was never wrong all these while. I believe without you, life still goes on for me. It is never a right or wrong. At times, I feel like a bird without wings, cant seem to fly anywhere I want. A suffocated bird that always traps inside the cage. Do you know how difficult is it to control my emotions and feelings?

Putting all e faults and blames on me is enough. Things will never be the same.

No worries :) Im cheerful girl, everything will be back to normal within a day.
I need a happy pill for now.