Im mentally drained after one whole week of school+ FYP. Good thing there is long weekends(Friday, Saturday and Sunday) for me to replenish my energy. Weekends was great. No more late-night party. But im really missing night life. Those stress free days when I step into phuture and dance like nobody's business and not to worry that theres sch the next day.But right now, I should get my focus right! Though I really dread FYP but I still got to love it.

Weekends was outing with family and swimming with friends :) Healthy lifestyle. I hope to swim weekly and get back in shape. I must admit that I've cut down alot of oily and fatty food and eat a balance of 2 meals per day. Watching my diet very closely cause I dont want to turn out to become some fat pig.HAHAA.sounds abit exaggerating but as your age is catching up, you will put on weight more easily. So I need to cultivate a habit to excerise weekly!

Im mentally and physically dreaded for this whole episode of 6 months, I admit that I don't feel appreciated at all. We learn to give and take but its really pointless for me to give anything when I dont receive anything in return.
The problem still exists time after time. Going our separate ways was never wrong all these while. I believe without you, life still goes on for me. It is never a right or wrong. At times, I feel like a bird without wings, cant seem to fly anywhere I want. A suffocated bird that always traps inside the cage. Do you know how difficult is it to control my emotions and feelings?

Putting all e faults and blames on me is enough. Things will never be the same.

No worries :) Im cheerful girl, everything will be back to normal within a day.
I need a happy pill for now.