Tuesday, September 29, 2009, 5:08 PM
On the verge of giving up cause its hard for me to accept. Nevertheless, I have did my best and I can only say today is not my day. Super nervous and I was not in my usual standard. Speechless but I'm waiting for one and a half month later for the day to come. I dont want to recall back what happened today cause the images keep appearing in my mind causing me to feel disheartened. I want it so badly yet its so near yet so far. I will try again=)) Probably i'm too affected by others said, whatever it is I live for myself and I should not be too bothered by what others have to feel or said. Thanks for all e encouragement!
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