I would say the final FYP presentation didn't went smoothly and what I feel is I and my team were not fully prepared during the presentation and we were like loss of words and stuck with words when questions of codings were thrown to us. Very disappointed as a whole for myself as all the months effort of staying back and trying to do the codes failed terribly for me. Though I take out time & effort to stay back and attempted to do my work, I was hesitating to give an answer when the assessors pose a question to me. I was on the verge of dying when I honestly said that my leader actually helped me for my codes. I knew that reflected very very badly on my grades should I say that. Even if I tried to cover up that I did the work, I was very afraid that they will pose questions that I could not answer. Overall, I didnt expect this outcome for many series of unfortunate events happened before presentation.

First of all, we failed to download notepad ++ on the sch loan laptop and we tried several times but to no avail, there are error messages prompting us which really make me super frustrated and helpless. Secondly, the laptop is functioning at a super low speed which make us even more irritated. All 4 laptops cant be projected, tell me is that fate or are we unprepared for circumstances?

Through this fyp, I really learnt alot. Through differences, conflicts and disagreements. Its never resolved till the end of the fyp and I walked out in sadness and disappointment.

Enough of sad issues , I got over it within a day. Even it were to be the past me, I dont think I can get over it so soon perhaps I will take a week to really get over this whole episode.

I need a pass for now. Thats how desperate I am

Welcome to 2010! :))
I would not say 2009 had been a very fantastic year for me but at least 3/4 of my resolutions were fulfilled. Am proud for myself and at least I know I've been rather productive. Rewinding back on 2009, I went through many obstacles but its worth learning through setbacks and people's true colors. I learn how to deal with my own problems and try to solve it without avoiding the problem.
Life is never beautiful when you learn how to fall and pick yourself up again.

Back to 2010.
There are a number of resolutions that I will try to achieve it.
1.Getting a good GPA at the end of e last sem! (1 n a half mths before i graduate)*beaming with joys*
2.Getting a job with a acceptable pay(gonna work my ass to pay my sch fees)
3. Getting a place in SIM.(very determined to get my degree, dont want to start yaking in future why i didnt choose to take a degree when i reach a certain age) will get it done asap and by 24 yrs old im a degree holder!HOHO
4.Keeping myself fit with regular excerise!
5. Becoming a better person and of course i want to be all-rounded(i know its so impossible)
6.World peace and happiness for my family & friends
7. Holiday trip! (yessss, bangkok trip is confirmed for next mth)eat & shop till i drop!
8.Make new good friends. HAHHAHA. (kinda hard cos i normally cope up at home cause im either too lazy to attend gatherings or i just dont feel like gg out)


Time flies. A year passed and I will be a year older. 21 yrs old?! Totally cant imagine. No big birthday celebration in mind perhaps just a quiet dinner with family. Being 21 yrs old is another milestone in my life and is a whole new level of responsibility. Gonna slog hard for the rest of my life to achieve all the luxuries in life! =) Good food, clothes, bags and holiday!

Enough say, school commencing soon and fyp and uts are around the corner. Back to mugging again. I know mugging now is nothing compared when I will be accepted to SIM, the mugging will be like X 2. One and a half mth will be over soon and I wants to see good results for this last semester! Overall, satisified with my UT 1 grades except for one. Oh well, I will continue to work hard! :)


Till then,
xoxo