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Sunday, January 24, 2010, 8:53 PM

I would say the final FYP presentation didn't went smoothly and what I feel is I and my team were not fully prepared during the presentation and we were like loss of words and stuck with words when questions of codings were thrown to us. Very disappointed as a whole for myself as all the months effort of staying back and trying to do the codes failed terribly for me. Though I take out time & effort to stay back and attempted to do my work, I was hesitating to give an answer when the assessors pose a question to me. I was on the verge of dying when I honestly said that my leader actually helped me for my codes. I knew that reflected very very badly on my grades should I say that. Even if I tried to cover up that I did the work, I was very afraid that they will pose questions that I could not answer. Overall, I didnt expect this outcome for many series of unfortunate events happened before presentation.

First of all, we failed to download notepad ++ on the sch loan laptop and we tried several times but to no avail, there are error messages prompting us which really make me super frustrated and helpless. Secondly, the laptop is functioning at a super low speed which make us even more irritated. All 4 laptops cant be projected, tell me is that fate or are we unprepared for circumstances?

Through this fyp, I really learnt alot. Through differences, conflicts and disagreements. Its never resolved till the end of the fyp and I walked out in sadness and disappointment.

Enough of sad issues , I got over it within a day. Even it were to be the past me, I dont think I can get over it so soon perhaps I will take a week to really get over this whole episode.

I need a pass for now. Thats how desperate I am