I'm in a real dilemma. I applied for a few admin jobs for the last few months but out of 3, I only got accepted by 1 company. I'm confused whether to accept the beauty advisor job(apparently they've accepted me but work havent got started). Right now, I want to gain as much experience as I can for if I got accepted by SIM for the full-time course, its not quite possible for me to work full-time. ARGHHH. WHY CANT I SEEM TO MAKE UP MY MIND?KILL ME!

I dont want to be broke for the next 5-10 years repaying debts for my school fees:((
SHOULD I REJECT THE SALES LINE JOB?
Since working for a make-up line has always been my dream but I couldnt care less now cause I really need finance/banking/accounting job experience in order to secure a job after taking my degree. I dont want to face the same problem after graduating from poly, not getting any jobs because I am a fresh graduate. It sucks feeling this way now..

CONCLUSION: I'll see how is my uni application, hopefully end of this mth(which i dont think so cos i have not submitted my full diploma and last semester's transcript). *crossed my fingers*

SERIOUSLY ALL THESE THOUGHTS ITS MAKING ME FEELING NEGATIVE NOW!

I hate knowing the direction of life I'm heading to is like walking aimlessly everyday. Apart of me scared that I would not be able to cope with the heavy workload in uni that I opted for a full-time course and at the same time is the money issue. I feel embarrassed to take pocket money from my parents and since I've graduated with a diploma, its logical for me to get a full-time job. But the BIG question will be: will i able to cope with full-time job and part-time studies?
Is degree really everything about education?
Does degree guarantees a good paying job?
I dont want to graduate with a degree and find myself struggling to secure a job because 5-10 years time, everyone is a local graduate be it from a local or private uni.

SHOULD I CONTINUE LOOKING FOR A PART-TIME ADMIN JOB?